hellooooo
im still sick !!
i made a new playlist ...
with mtv .. lol .
i like this song .. very meaning ful ...
here are the lyrics:Saying I love you
Is not the words I want to hear from you
It's not that I want you
Not to say, but if you only knew
How easy it would be to show me how you feel
More than words is all you have to do to make it real
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Cos I'd already know
What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you
More than words
Now I've tried to talk to you and make you understand
All you have to do is close your eyes
And just reach out your hands and touch me
Hold me close don't ever let me go
More than words is all I ever needed you to show
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Cos I'd already know
What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you
More than words just fyi.
anyway.. woke up pretty early this mornin ..
to go some french clinic..
had a full body check up .. lol i hated tht part where i the doc had to put this wooden stick on your tongue .. and u have to say : AHHHHHHHH~
like ewwww . that made me almost puke ..
my throat is at a state so bad .. tht my sliva has lil traces of blood ...
omg ..
i dont feel like talkin to anyone at all .. so painful..
and my mum !!! GRRRR not helpin at all ..
every time when i talk to her ... i say something .. you know what she'd reply ?'HUH ? say again'
GRRRR.. i didnt wanna repeat .. so i chose to remain silent ..
anyway .. at the french clinic .. the receptionist ask me mum to go pee .. cause it was one of the procedures to see if the patients were pregnant ..
anf usually you'd have to giv the patient a container with a zip lock for hygiene purposes.. but guess wad she gave my mum ...
A DRINKIN PLASTIC CUP!!
like omgomg ... lol . i told to myself .. lucky not me.. haha
and the receptionist just left the cup opened on the counter for ages !!!the whole time when we were waiting to be consulted !!
see !! just like tht !! there !
ppl go to tht counter to take their medicine .. and my mum's cup of pee was just right next to them.. LOL
i was like ... ewww and omg... where's the hygiene standard here ?
and urine tht is left there for ages .. will the results be accurate at all??
but then afterwards.. b4 the check up was over .. it was my turn to declare .. cause im like 17.. i HAD TO CHECK whether i am pregnant ..
i did mine fast ... and i, too left it on the counter ... so paiiseh .
eeeeeee dun wish to talk bout it..
afterwards.. went to ngee ann to have our lunch ..
had the same old thing .. YUM YUM ..
then met up with jia a while ..
lol .. her friends like so no life .. very zhen very serious ppl .. haha like cannot have fun with .
not like lemin lin mei mei hong and gang .. can distur and so full of life ..
haha i asked jia . how she stick to no life ppl . she said .. they were eatin when i saw then .. how to have life ..
lol
then after that .. i just came home ..
and rested on the sofa ...
and woke up feelin terrible !!
gonna see the doc tml .. sadden . i wanna fight this all by myself .. but sadly.
im losing !!
grrr ..
body ! jia you !
ta~
LaLaLa & it ends here~ 7:52 AM