Cute lil' hamster And i felt tht i had a special connection with this fish Please dont think im being lame. i mean REALLY... he knew how to play hide and seek with me.. act shy..LOLask JIa if noone beileves me. HE CAN understand wad im sayin too.... and when i needed to go... a bit bu she de...whahahahahah well the bus was pretty empty srted our hobbie *takin photos as usual in e toilet hmmm bought lil things here and there... then last night.. around 4am plus.. we went to the prata house to eat our breakfast. We walked as tough we OWNED the road.lol not too bad actually. nice ^^$7.60 we were like WOW. THE STADIUM'S ALREADY OPENED.and there were ppl runnin already..lol EARLY birds. posin' as a runner* Then afterwards nhin much happened... came backto sleep. and i slept till 4pm this afternoon. dad's comin to pick me and me bro up later i guess.. AND.im learnin french online as a start .so tht future lessons would be easier... and some are like.... doesnt even sound french to me ... lol. even just by readin the language itself it hard to pronouce.. silents c, h , s and everything... GRRRR but some are pretty funny ... like ENGLISH : Excuse me/sorry yeaaa .. well . ive still got a long way to go hey ? 101 more days till i fly. 831 days until i get back. anyone willin to countdown with me? lol... oh well.. ive planned. when i get there... i'll have to wait till i settle down first b4 i can get the internet.. so either i contact ppl by snail mail. or i just hav to get familiar with my area and find myself some lan shop for internet access... record every single thing i wish to share with you guys when i am there.. lol. so zhii lian man... but. i think it can save my company... oh mann.... such a long post... so much to think about ... i SHOULD JUST ENJOY MY TIME NOW HERE WHILE I AM IN SINGAPORE. nthin else to write.. ta~hmmm.... im STILL stayin at me cousin's place... gosh feels like ive ran away from home..lol.well im like using the com for 24 hrs here. NO CURFEW.hehh hehh... anw. took some pics when we went to serangoon north to check out the pet shops...
felt tht he knew me and i knew him.
We ate 8 plain pratas and two cups of milo.
then while we were headin home. we stopped by e stadium.
ENGLISH : Do you speak English?
PRONOUCIATION : par-lay voo zon-glay
FRENCH : Parlez-vous anglais?
ENGLISH : I don't understand
PRONOUNCIATION : jhuhn kom-prohn pah
FRENCE : Je ne comprends pas
ENGLISH : Pardon me
PRONOUNCIATION : pahr-dohn
FRENCH : Pardon
PRONOUNCIATION : ex-koo-zay mwah
FRENCH : Excusez-moi
ROAR... but i'll probably just rely on my camcorder and live journal..self record myself for two years and make a CD out of it.. lol.
LaLaLa & it ends here~ 3:08 AM
went downstairs for mac at 2:15am
the lettuce pose. copy*
standard toilet shots
by e road.
by the overhead bridge.
more=]
and more
and and more ..
and much more
much much much more
we flapped our TWIT wings.
TWIT shadow.
at playground.
being a retard.
our road.
OUR wall.and we got home... kena caught by the AH MA.
lol...without hesitation.. the answer to the qns 'where hv we been so late in e night?'
'went down to take wad we just dropped.'
LOL. took gm as a 3 yrs old ?? HAHA or maybe cause i was around..
its 6 in e morning..
im off to bed.
ta~
LaLaLa & it ends here~ 2:02 PM
wad a wasted day....
A WASTE OF MY LIFE. (no offence organiser.)
lol.. went to east coast park with my m1 mates..
larry senggen angus chinchuan florence yengtien.
without : shuli =[ =[ =[ ='[ (had wushu practice ... =.='')
and johnny.(didnt wanna come)
anw.. wasnt in the best of mood already cause my dear not going ...
then had to mix in with the rest when i knew tht i was outtaplace. odd nuimber..larry-senggenflorence-yengtienchinchuan-angusjoy- ?? LONER. took a bus to causeway to meet them. and realised tht i actually didnt have to, cause i could meet them in the bus... =.='' (bus 966 passes my place)wasted a 75 cents. lol then didnt really talk much to the rest. mostly just senggen.yengtien and florence had so much to talk bout. so much ciao ciao hua....grr like i cant see like tht... sianz im literally non existent.thts when i realised " wth am i doing here"hiaz.. took bus... sat alone at first. then larry came to swap seats with me.so i sat wit sg...he slept all the way..and i listened to music... then we reached.. either i was walkin in front.. or im walkin at the back..florence and yt singing and holdin hands..dunno wad they doing. self high.then rented bike, 3 hrs. also cycled pretty much alone... SIAN. then i wanted to go meet my dear. but after a rough and lonely day... moods werent as high.had a lil miss convo with dear...didnt state timing.she reached when i havent even left.then she wanted to talk to me over e phone. but my bat dyin and prepaid need save... down low on creds le...but she insisted.. then i got a little rough on my voice... she bit back. askin me to watch my tone...HIASSS first time sia...she expects me to occupy her while she waits.so da xiao jie ... i tryin my best le to make it asap to you.... and wad im pek cek is .. cant she just wait for tht less than one hour for me ? her BEST FRIEND ?? 11 yrs friendship..sometimes i do so much for her.. i dont ask anything back...all i wan is being appreciated. sometimes .. out of the blue she would realise tht i hv actually been a great friend..and i'd be over the moon. cause, i wanna be the bestest friend a friend could ever have. being there. being understandin... being loving... being everything.. hopin tht one day.. wad i gave out, would actually come back in return.but sadly... not much. honestly.. my dear wants wad she wants ... sometimes, she puts me on the spot so much tht i often break down to cry not knowin wad to do... hias..demandin straight forward lady. but what the heck. she's now in JC and im going overseas... after wad happened today .. i didnt have tht much urge to stay in singapore anymore...went pretty rough with words today wit her...saying tht i just wanted her to wait tht one hour for me... just ONE HOUR is all i ask for... other than tht 2 yrs i wont disturb her..i really didnt mean it.. hais man.... im in a SUPER FOUL MOOD now... one dinner with her is all i asked. and it turned out quite crappy.i wanted it just the two of us but, it also went ok today wit the rest..well... she's so busy till she cant text me good night.. or ask me how i am...wad im anxious is.. i only have 3 mths.. i wanna go out with her...one day , two days is all i ask.ppl readin.. you think its too much to ask for?? SHU LI.i'll be leavin in july.i just hope you'll take out some time and hang out wit me.i know you are busy wit your jc thingsbut i also know tht its not impossible to find time for me.hiazz so emo here... OMG.but hey ... i treat her like my life.whther she knows it or not. ..............im going down for mac... needa cool a mo..ta~
LaLaLa & it ends here~ 10:05 AM
GOSH !!
LaLaLa & it ends here~ 11:11 PM
HIAZ.. sianz
LaLaLa & it ends here~ 8:54 AM
LaLaLa & it ends here~ 6:53 AM
wooo~
LaLaLa & it ends here~ 7:11 AM
AHHHHH
LaLaLa & it ends here~ 12:43 AM
well ...
LaLaLa & it ends here~ 8:24 AM
CURSE YOU mini op !!
geez man i hate visitin the dentist...
had to check my teeth cause of the stupid france thingy..
and i didnt like to cause i had some gum problems...
ARGH. and it was so freggin painful and i wan cursin and swearin inside me as she CUT OPEN MY GUM.
and she didnt inject enough of tht numbing thingys ...
urgh . then had to shove cotton buds in my mouth...
AWFUL.
looked totally retarded... then went to slack at me gm's place b4 going home..
my whole mouth was so BLOODY.
it literally felt like i had my period.. but only in my mouth.. wAHHAHAHA
i couldnt drink water nor eat anything warm.
but as JOY OH. its impossible not to eat.. lol
so i cooked some porridge for myself...
divided it into three sections so it would cool faster.it took me 2 hours to finish it...
ate from 8 to 10.
and omg... i just finished writing one WHOLE CHUNCK OF MY POST AND ACCIDENTALLY DELETED IT.
sian.
wonder if it does tht to ppl.
anw.. to sumerize
im being jabbed everywhere.4 jabs on shoulder
6 jabs on gum
4 jabs on arm.
went to daddys camp for blood test..
along with many other ns men... or NS BOYS.
then the hall way was small. could hear their convos.
talkin bout all ways to drawin blood...
and fartin alot... lol lack of entertainment
then went to consultation room.
young chap ns boy served me... couldnt find my vein but poked anw.
looked dam nervous cause i warned him b4 to poke once and only suck once.
lol
jokingly obviously
then he failed.=.=''
big doctor cam to help me.
so ended up wit 2 wholes in arm.hmmm and i got home.. i found out tht my hamsters were ON.
not too clear tough.^^
lol...
R21...wahahaahthen thts about it..
well. i have a few more check ups to go lol.so irritatin..
and i roughly know where im livin...
more to the country side.. and close to the beach !! but sadly.
i'd be alone most of the time ... oh well.
im going to sch to collect my o's cert now.
be back again.ive yet to upload genting photos.. (lazier by the day)ta~
ZZzZzzz
CONFIRM ady ...
going france !! going to throw farewell man !!
lol
there are so much to do ... geez... need check up again =.=''
when ive already done so.
i have 3 more jabs... and a blood test.. for poly de..
and now .. a few more plus blood test ... AGAIN !! sianz.
need go checkup. FULL BODY at normal singaopre clinic.
THEN need go some stupid FRENCH clinic as well..
then wad france embassy..
lols... update passport..
grrr .. so many things man ... NEED WITHDRAW from poly....
HIAAZZZZ lol.
then strtin next week, my tutor for french language is comin my place !!
OMG..
sianz... must learn so early...
and my boxes are in next month !! busy busy !!
must pack till like SIAO.
and
well i just came back from genting.
will post pictures when i get them
curfew...
ta~
WADDA DAY
WHOOOOOSH.
today was a LONNNGG day..
woke up this mornin and went to the flea market. bought nthin but a speaker mic.
bought it at just $2.50
daddy bought it sayin tht we could use as for skype when in france.
anw afterwards we went to buy some fishies and froggies to FANG SHENG.
My frogs !! i saved you guys !! thank me^^
daddy the hero pose =]
mummy and daddy=]then we got home. took our bathe and we went out again ! for lunch at jacks place AT cwp.
we ordered our food and had nthin else to do so we srted to take photos.. whahaha
me and me mum=] zhii liian-ning ^^then the food came and we srted eating ... WOOOSH~
and i totally SPAMED THE TOMATO SAUSE !! whahahaha
had more than this=]
YAYY =] enjoyin the life of a single child .. LOL.
THEN. we went to parkway to collect my pay!! lol
then after tht we went to walk around.
went to look at some winter wear =]Then i went to get some candy floss... hmm yum yum.
this was before.then i kept eatin it till it became mic shaped. lol
'interviewed' my parents while snackin at delifrance=]
father tryin to act man.
my mum act women. lolthen took some random shots..
then we went to giant to get a few items .. and i caught my mum red handed illegally exitin the store.. whahahha she hit her head on the green thingys thinkin tht they were rubber.
but in actually fact, ITS PLASTIC !!
CURFEW TIME
ta~
lalalalalaa
went to town today wit me mum...
then to suntec city for the food fair ... GOSH. there was so much to eat.
try this try tht ... try till very full.
and we bought much much muchFOOD.
mum and i eatin satay.
10 sticks for $4.50^^
then went to eunos wait for me daddy to pick us up.. fed him my mum bought for him while he was driving.. ^^
then i came home ... came online.. and made myself dam angry wit someone...
im dam feddup wit him..
he never changes... i wonder when will he ever?? does he have to learn it the hard way ??
he can tell me everytime after one BIG problem, how sorry he is.
and he'll ALWAYS say ..
no more next time .. no more le.. promise..
PROMISE ?? PROMISE shit !!!
GRRR
to think i had a previous post to thank him for the effort he has made.. =.=''
it was all temp... just as i expected..
tell him to change himself. change for the better as a person .. not change for me..
you know wad he tells me ?''my father is like tht.. its in my genes.. not tht i dont wanna, its i cant.
its my kama...''
WTF IS THIS ?? ITS BULLSHIT.
your body. your mind . your heart.
ONLY YOU CAN CONTROL WAD YOU WANNA BE !!!CHAN POH JIN !! DONT TELL ME YOU CANT CHANGE !!! ITS BECAUSE YOU DONT WANNA !!
girls out there ..thinkin tht you can change your bf's, or if your bf's say they would change for you...
DONT BELIEVE THEM. ITS ALL CRAP ~
im leavin in july... just 3 months of peace is all i ask for...the best friend knows nthin bout her leavin
and the lover doesnt give her the final 3 mnths of peace...did i owe him my last life?
i guess i did .. and this is the price i have to pay...
HAIZ..
im going for french lessons wit my mum once a week srting nxt mnth..
im just pretty vexed about my studies..
i heard my dad has arranged for me... well hope its good.
and
omg. just saw on the news .. in France they're having riots!
thts all..
and...today in the mrt, saw some netballer...and i suddenly missed being the sportswomen i was...
and and and.
before i go france, this is wad i wanna buy and bring wit me!!a camcorder.
wit 8 GB memo stick.
psp
new camera
ipod
BIG headphones.
AND (still thinking...)will update again.
.............ta~
OMG !!
ITS ALL HAPPENING TOOO FAST !aRGh ... omg omg omg omg omg omg.
i was semi awake this morning and i heard my mum and brother talkin bout FRANCE !! again..
grrr... oh man. half of me wants to go yet the other half WANTS TO STAY !!
there's MILLIONS of things i gotta sort out ... and my mind's gonna EXPLODE !!
factors:will i get used to the food there?
would i get used to the people? ( i heard if you speak to them in english,
they'd isolate you) omg.
will i get used to the lifestyle?
will i get used to the weather? ( summer 39'C , winner, 2'C !!)
will i get used to being the 'only child'
would i be independent?OMFG !! so much to consider!!!
my biggest problem is my studies... haiz .. wad am i supposed to be studyin there man ?
even if i do find a school .... i know NUTS about their language..
HOW TO LEARN??
die die die die die die die...
july july july ..... HAIZ. i HAVENT PREPARED myself yet!!
tooo sooooooooooooon~
save me... SOMEBODY.
='[
THIS SONG IS FOR MYSELF
THTS MY BRO!
my brother actually DID get something for me..
YES ar. wo zhuan dao le..... B O N U S ~~i actually just wanted to get my new samsung earpiece... cause one side's dead.
then my bro said he saw one at causeway point at around 10 bucks.
so i thought... hmm reasonable enough. tough im broke to the MAX (jobless =.=''), i still cant live without music...
so i decided to get it. someday.somehow.
then today, when i was at ngee ann. Me bro texted me.. askin if i wanted to join him do get some computer things at cwp.
i said yeaaaa ... i'll suun biian go see my earpiece.. THEN decide on whether to get it..
and he replied.. "lol... if it's reasonable enough...i'll get it for u.'
and i was like : WOAH?! is that MY brother texting me??
lol... i tot to myself.. wo FEI QU BU KE~
hmmm.. my chinese improvin ^^
then met him at causeway .. realised tht they didnt sell my earpiece.. but sold the adapter...
then i had to buy my OWN normal mp3 earpiece...
the adaptor cost $9.90.. which my bro REASONABLY agreed to buy..
and then i srted browsing through the headphones...
kept disturbin my bro on wad to get .. and he was like " DECIDE already.. im hungry... u either get the headphones or the adapter"
and i was like WOW. I'M DEFINITELY going to get the headphones.. $22. wad a bargain. =]
then... at the payment area.. i just found out tht i had only 2 bucks in me wallet..
and my bro was like.. 'argh k la .... i pay...'
nets-ed it.
and he was grumble-ing bout how broke he has become all thanks to me=]
panasonic. $22
samsung adapter. $9.90lol. i didnt have to pay a single cent!
my brother is finally a BROTHER.
lol. well this is the second thing he actually bought for me.
1st was my nike water bottle for my bday 2 yrs ago.
and now this....
hmm i wonder why...
=] =] maybe he'll miss me when i'm gone ba..anw i bought my hp strap today as well..
$2.90. ^^late le.
00.00 le... curfew leii dii...
ta~
