I took the chance yesterday.
Somehow, i felt relieved reaching for the surface after being drowned for so long.
However, at the same time, i found myself worrying about the days to come.
The silent week was hard to handle, definitely. But the silence was good. It did me good, it did him good. It did us good.
I wanted that silence to last. To last long enough to see.
However, that moment of yearn was at breaking point, and at that moment i surrendered.
I was tired of fighting myself to stay away from you. I couldn't do it. I wasn't strong enough to hold back.
I just. needed you. so much.
I just, missed you. so much.
Finally being able to hold u close once again that night.
and today,
I found myself back in the state of confusion.
What do i really want?
Goodnight.Goodbye
LaLaLa & it ends here~ 12:38 PM