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  • Selfish thoughts

  • These simple things.

  • We almost lost it

  • I should have known. In fact i always have known.

  • You hurt my pride

  • Another toss of the coin

  • I need a distraction.

  • Internal battle.

  • We're not broken, just bent.

  • Will you.

  • ::memories::

    Thursday, December 31, 2009
    OH! look... its 2o1o ...

    zaa zaaa zaaaaa zaaaaaaaa~

    stupid last day of 2009...

    no countdown. no highness. no madness. no fireworks. no wishes. no NOTHING.
    one word.

    BORING.

    pathetic,absurd,boneless,miserable,pitiful,spiritless,unimpressive .... last day of 2oo9.
    lemme seee. where did i spent my last countdown......?

    OH. at gin hao's place.
    OH ! after work.
    OH! just for 1 hr plus.
    OH! we watched some freaky movie as well which i forgot.

    hmmm thats how i spent it.
    with good foood. and highness.

    SOBS. oh well. IM OVERSEAS . WHAT TO DO?
    there is NO WHERE to go ...
    the town goes dead after 4 or 5pm .

    why ?
    cause its dark by then . all shops will be closed...
    no one walks the streets.
    no cars on the roads.

    DEAD!
    *yawnnnnnn*

    i kinda spent my last few hours of 2009 rushin my homewrk in my emo corner of the house o.o


    and i didnt even notice tht i was already in 2010. 0_o

    feeeelin pretty down today =((
    lookin at facebook .
    seeeing ppl upload albums of '' 2o1o countdown! '' , '' last day of 2009 '' etc etc.
    then look at i ... HMMMM

    urgh
    sad sad sad sad.
    i wonder how many out there are like me...
    no big hooo ha about the new year. no big hoo ha about Xmas.

    oh dear.
    why am i whinning so much anyway .

    my bro did also go through an alone countdown.
    we webbed .
    and thts prolly the best part of the day...
    catchin up with him ♥
    here's a pic of him and his countdown party snack:



    yepp ! maggi nooodles.
    sigh, if only i was in singapore... or he was here.
    then we'd have maggi together.
    oh dear. im crying =((
    i just miss talkin to someone close to me (other than my parents)
    some things you just cant share with your parents hey?
    oh brother =(((
    i wish u were here now.

    & my baby pig... if only you could be feddex-ed or shipped over .
    you'd be my best companion.
    i can imagine wad we'd be doing now...
    you'd sit by me on the table to ton with me while i rush my work..
    not makin a single noise... just being with me....
    prolly even consoling me with ur little squeeks and purss...
    awwwwww.
    babypigg i misss you toooo =((
    sigh. wad if things dun work out for your current owner and i ?
    what will he do with u?
    sigh.
    i hope tht promise wont expire.
    HECK~
    ANYWAY!
    2009 IS OFICIALLY OVER !
    ALL THOSE BAD HAPPENINGS . ALL THOSE BAD MEMORIES . ALL THOSE SAD MOMMENTS ...
    ARE. ALL. GONE. NOW


    BRING IT ON 2010 !! LET'S SEE WHATS IN STORE FOR ME IN THIS WHOLE NEW YEAR.
    i hope im ready to face em all....
    and im glad this year is finally over....
    at least. i can let myself keep everything tht happened in 2oo9 .... in one tiny box.... and put it down and away now...
    NEW YEAR. NEW BEGINNING.
    and this time...
    its a REAL NEW BEGINNING.
    MY NEW BEGINNING~


    aite aite aite.
    nthin else to say no more.
    i have no resolutions for the new year.
    cause i have no idea wad resolutions mean.
    and yepp .
    im gonna get back to my work
    happy new year everyone =)


    TA~

    This life dont last forever... LaLaLa & it ends here~ 4:13 PM

    Wednesday, December 30, 2009
    scent that lingers on~

    hey all~

    OMG! i havent started on my homework!
    tomorrow. tomorrow.
    oh gosh. from last sunday till 'tomorrow'.
    anyway i woke up pretty late this morning ...
    was alone in the morning. cause my highnesses went out for the blood test.

    but i was still sleeping by the time they were back =/

    anywayyyy

    today.. in my lunch.
    i found MOULD.

    spot it:



    there it is.
    and alot more.... click to enlarge if u want =)

    i was T H I S close to heating it up ..
    only when it was 1 cm into the oven then only i saw tht tiny greeen spot ..
    i shouted for my king (cause he was the closest one to me) '' OMGG DADDYYY !! SEHH KORRR EDYY !! ''

    loool and he told me to go have it change.

    the store was just one streeet down...

    AND the receipt was still in the bagg...

    then not long later i went out with me king to get it changed and suuuuun biaaaan get my calculator.

    and on the wayy. guess what we saw??




    yepp MAO MAO CHONGS againn..

    not only 6 from the above. there were HUNDREDS !! all over the place... whad a sight.

    they were all heading towards the road.

    and tens or hundreds of them were being rolled over and squashed by cars already =(((((((

    so saddening to see ...

    there were more ... in groups .. nono ... in lines of 10s or even 20s all heading towards the road... and king and i knew what their fate would be...








    so king went around the bin area to look for cupboards... and used it to scoop the caterpillars up and away from the road...

    dumped them into the bushes by the side of the road and told them to stay away from the roads... if they wanna live.

    king went : 小虫 ahh 小虫, 我在帮你们 leii ,如果你们要活的话, 不要向马路的方向走orh~ *throws them into bush* GO GO ~

    we picked up as much as we could... even the ones tht were half squished o_o ... just some tht we prolly have missed out . GOD BLESS


    =((((

    then on the pavement... we saw like a line of 27 other caterpillars heading for the road .... and king went to divert the first few caterpillars. (cause the whole line follows where the leader goes)

    king used the cupboard and kinda messed up the line to have the first few leading caterpillars disconnected.

    and i thought.. ouch. imagine myself as em .. being flinged aside with one piece of cupboard. =/

    rough !

    kinda looked something like this after messin up the first suay few =s


    (i was without my camera =s)






    summm thing like tht =)


    while king was at it .. he kinda told them '' GO GO U-TURN , the road is dangerous .. stay away from the road ''



    ouch for the first few... but king didnt have the paitence to GENTLY weave them aside. but at least we saved around 60 to 70 caterpillars didnt we? (Y)(Y)

    and then after informing tht last group. we went to the store to get my calculator and the pizza changed.



    and when we came out like 15 minutes later... back at tht spot.


    guess what happened ?




    AMAZINGLY , THAT LINE OF CATERPILLARS THAT WERE HEADING TOWARDS THE ROAD HAD CHANGED THEIR DIRECTION AND WERE ALL HEADING TOWARDS THE BUSHES BY THEMSELVES. AND IN A LINE AGAIN!! OMFG !!


    ITS THT AMAZING~




    awesomely amazin.
    you guys have to BE HERE to experience this feelin~




    some of yous may think its dumb talkin to animals... but i kinda believe tht more or less... they know what we are trying to say =)

    alright i shall stop this '' OH I CAN SPEAK TO ANIMALS '' thingg


    waahahahhahaha

    cause i sound a lil too '' into '' it. and some of you might think im stupid. oh well ... =D

    i went home ... and then decided to get my camera to snap shots of the tragic deaths of the caterpillars we didnt manage to save =((









    and they all died in one line o_o

    =(((((((((((((((((((((

    bodies tht were not in one line ...

    might have been in a situation like this :

    they were crossing the road.. in a line ... and WAM! a tire runs over some 7 of em in the line ... shocked the rest were and all disconnected they went. started to scatter .. and WAM! goes another group over the tire. then GG to the rest...


    and those tht died in one line ... situtaion :


    crossing the road ... WAM WAM WAM WAM WAM !! before they could react to know whats going on. ALL were squished .. by one tire after another.



    SAD HUH. (& i think im qualified to be a csi detective edy! tsk)

    well good luck to the rest. i hope they will communicate amongst themselve saying '' hey heyy . two humans told us dont head towards the road if we wanted to live. go go , pass it forward (to the leader) ''

    LOL! ahahahahhaah

    alright alright.

    OH and YAh. i bought a new calculator... feels like a toy =s cause its so light.

    haahhahahahaha and till now. i still cant find '' to the power of '' button =/

    can u find it ?









    not sqaure, or cube. but the '' ^ '' sign.
    help me out here. thanks =D

    other than figuring out how to operate this new device...


    today i kinda played with my webcam =)

    and edited some of the pics with the simple programme paint.

    check em out! XD





    JUUUUUSSSTTT testin out how i look like with a braces/tongue-pierce/tattoo. LOL!

    cause i know i wont be gettin em in real life =/ (other than my braces xP)

    hehheh! i wanted to edit one with piercings ALL OVER MY FACE. lol but so lazy to. heeheee

    alrighty. i guess thats all the nonsense i have for tonight?

    long post! thanks for reading , if you anyone did.

    night all !

    p/s my face is stil as round as ever =((

    TA~

    This life dont last forever... LaLaLa & it ends here~ 1:09 PM

    Tuesday, December 29, 2009
    When will it ever come true.

    HEY!

    try this out !

    THE RETARDED QUIZ
    *****
    1. [x] You have choked on water before.
    2. [x] You have tripped down the stairs before.
    3. [x] You have walked into a door.
    4. [x] You have pushed a door the wrong way.
    5. [x] You have walked into a wall.
    6. [x] You have fallen going UP the stairs.
    7. [x] You have jumped off stairs and hit your head on whatever was above them.
    8. [x] You have been electrocuted by a light-switch or an outlet.
    9. [x] You have put metal/aluminum in the microwave.
    10. [x] Right after a commercial comes on you forgot the show you were watching.
    11. [x] You have forgotten something that someone said.
    12. [x] You sometimes don’t understand sayings / jokes, and it takes a long time to figure them out.
    14. [x] You have been bleeding and not even noticed it.
    15. [x] You've worn something backwards / inside out the whole day without knowing.
    16. [x] you have stuck a fork / knife in a toaster before.
    17. [x] You have played with fire.
    18. [x] You've tripped over your own shoelace.
    19. [x] You didn’t even notice there wasn’t a number 13 in this quiz
    20. [x] You just checked to see if there wasn’t a number 13


    So how retarded are you??

    0% - 0/20 x's
    5% - 1/20 x's
    10% - 2/20 x's
    15% - 3/20 x's
    20% - 4/20 x's
    25% - 5/20 x's
    30% - 6/20 x's
    35% - 7/20 x's
    40% - 8/20 x's
    45% - 9/20 x's
    50% - 10/20 x's
    55% - 11/20 x's
    60% - 12/20 x's
    65% - 13/20 x's
    70% - 14/20 x's
    75% - 15/20 x's
    80% - 16/20 x's
    85% - 17/20 x's
    90% - 18/20 x's
    95% - 19/20 x's
    100% - 20/20 x's

    & leave a tagg stating that '' i am ___% RETARDED!! ''

    awesome quiz.
    im only 80% retarded ! XD

    anyway




    & i cant get you outta my head. why.


    ta

    This life dont last forever... LaLaLa & it ends here~ 5:24 PM

    Monday, December 28, 2009
    I watch the sky turn light blue... But its not the same without you.

    still very in with this song =)))

    & i think ive offended my only tagger.
    loooooooooool

    true fact is ... no one really reads my blog anymore.
    how sad?

    oh well.
    im still gonna blog anyway =))

    LAST NIGHT!
    i knew i had a dream . but i seriously cant recall a thing...
    i know it was SOMETHING... if not i wouldnt have remembered dreamin after wakin up if it was nthin...

    ok lame.

    HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

    can anyone guess what this it ? =)









    guess!
















    guess!
















    guess!
















    guess!
















    guess!
















    guess!












    lol alright.. i guess some of yous may already have figured it out.

    tskk .. where do you always see these tiny balls of fur?
    ON YOUR WOOLEN SHIRTS OF COURSE !!


    ahhahahahahahaha
    woke up this morning and just started to pluck off these little balls of wool off my shirt.
    & its ba bu wan de type of thing.

    looool

    then for the night..
    i made this little card for tht uncle/young man ... whom let me exchanged his scarf with me =))
    i drew a little page by page comic book.

    17 pages long.

    draft story line:



    the little booook:




    ahahhahahahaha neat huh .
    i toook a few pics of wad it looked like inside but kinda lazy to upload.

    there's SEVENTEEEN pages.
    ahahhahahahahahah

    me is pro (Y)

    woooooooot !!

    okok random again.


    HOW MANY CATERPILLARS CAN YOU MEET IN ONE DAY ?

    whahahahhaha . GUESS WHAT ??

    I MET LIKE ELEVEN OF THE SAME TYPE OF CATERPILLAR IN ONE FREAKIN DAY.


    HOW COOOL/LUCKY IS THAT ?!? =)))

    check em outt :







    dont you think so ?


    i do i do =))

    HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM~
    i was walkin back home from grocery store with me queeen.
    and we saw this stretch of 'caterpillars'
    at first glimpse... we both thought it was just a shoe lace or something.
    till i shouted out EEE!! MUMMY !! SEEE OMG !! MAO MAO CHONGS !!

    ahahahahahahah it was too good to miss...
    so i kinda ran back home just to get my camera and ran back to where the caterpillars were.
    i HAAADDD to snap it down.
    cause you dun get to see this everyday!
    caterpillars moving in one line and in a HERD o_O
    whahahahah
    awesomely cute =))
    heeheee
    anw.
    for the past 15 mins...

    ive been brainstorming out my wish list.

    for now and the future of what i would like to do,to want, to have etc etc ...

    very tempted to post it out.
    but im still accumulating. WHOOOOTS

    anw anw...

    i just realised tht there are some things ive been missin back in singapore...
    just because im here.
    things like:

    maggi jj's baby birth
    christmas 2009/2010
    chinese new year 2010/2011
    Bdays of ppl close to me
    family chalets
    dear cousin suwei JJ's weddin
    makin poly friends
    class chalets etc etc...

    and alot more...

    these are the ones i can think of so far =/
    speakin of class chalet.

    on facebook ...

    there are like loads of uploads (vids, pic) of the m5 chalet back in singapore.

    and oh boy ... loooked like so much fun with tht bunch of idiots/jokers.

    SS and larry's dance off...
    SS being gayy ...

    and alot more .

    but then again... if i WERE in singapore...
    i didnt think tht i'd let myself go ..... ?

    who knows how things would have turn between him and i ... hmmm ? =/

    and looks like things have been turning out for him already...

    ZZZZZZZZ

    why am i mentioning about him anw.

    alright!
    guess what ?!

    QUEEEN HAS CUT ME BANGS FOR ME !! =D
    BEFORE:

    AFTER !


    whahahahaah so tooo~
    but i like it! XD

    its no longer always pokin my eye.
    and i wont look so oily anymore. LOL!

    thts all !
    GOTTA SLEEP!

    i shall start my homework tomorrow!
    MUST MUST MUST!




    p/s i finally thought of a way i could play the vid on me blog ANDD look sheek =)) but u cant stop the music =/

    ops =)


    TA~


    This life dont last forever... LaLaLa & it ends here~ 2:25 PM

    Sunday, December 27, 2009
    i is goood girl

    hey all !


    wow wee.

    ive been blogggin SUPA regularly ...


    why ? cause its teh HOLYDAYSSSSAH.

    but i realised tht no one is reading my posts.


    lol oh well.

    FOR MY OWN REFERENCE IN TEH FUTURE THEN -.-


    anyway~

    its SUNDAY~


    one more week till school starts.

    short year end holidayy~


    i overslept this morning...

    missed the sunday market ...


    but it was also good. at least i wont buy any more things.

    OMG! SERRR CHII


    niahahahahhaah


    ive beeen buyin loads of things lately =/


    bought this yesterday ! ^^





    casette designs all over it.

    looks kinda kiddish ehy ?


    but i like it =D


    today i spent my time packin my closet.

    WHOOOTS ! LIKE FINALLY HEY ?


    i just cant dragg on another day...


    i wanna tidy up everything and start on my homeowrk soon!

    dun wanna rush last minute.


    loook at my box of letters/journals ive collected over the years!





    at times when im SUPA free...

    i'd dig these old letters and journals out to read.


    lol and its really fun readin em..

    sometimes i read and laugh at myself ...

    and sometimes ... i read .. and i feeeeel bad .

    missing the past.


    awwww~

    nothing can turn back time i guess?

    no use cryin over spilled milk =)


    CONTINUE !

    CHECK OUT MY STYLO SPAGHETTI TOP:





    lol its been a while since i last wor this...

    no chance to lately.. WINTER o.o


    ahhahahahhahahah .. or shud i say... NO MORE CHANCE TO WEAR THIS ANYMORE ~


    HUAY !? CAUSE I CANT FIT INTO IT NO MORE.

    LOL!!


    heeheeee YES I CAN AND I WILL TRY TO AT LEAST SQEEEZE MYSELF INTO IT.

    mwuahahahahahahaha


    i bought it in m'sia with jia =)


    OKIE DOKIE

    i packed for like almost an hour or so ...


    i had to sort out my clothes.


    WANTED

    UNWANTED

    SORT HANGER COLOURS

    HANG UP DIFF TO FOLD WEAR

    HOME LIGHT COLOURED CLOTHES

    HOME DARK COLOURED CLOTHES

    OUTING LADY TYPE CLOTHES

    OUTING BOYISH TYPE CLOTHES

    SHORTS

    LONG PANTS

    HOME LONG SLEEVE SHIRTS

    OUTING LONG SLEEVE SHIRTS

    LEGGINS

    BRAS

    UNDIES

    SINGLETS

    RAZOR BACKS

    HOME SWEATERS

    OUTING SWEATERS

    JERSEYS

    etc etc...



    hahahahahahahahaha


    I IS ORGANISED !!


    but give it a few weeks.... and it'll all go messy again -.-


    but for now ! check out how neat it is !!


    *so proud of myself ^^ *










    mauahhahahahhaha

    so neat till i dun wanna touch em.


    so lazy to pack it again...

    esp when u have to take your shirt RIGHT AT THE BOTTOM.

    lol


    i shall wear one set of clothes. FOR TEH WHOLE WEEEK !!!


    MUAHAHAAHHAAHHAAHAHHAHAAH


    JUSTTT JOKINGG ;]


    alright alright.


    random random .

    ytd ... we bought a santa claus home !!


    bought it at an offer of 7 euros ! =)









    ahahahhaha looks kinda freaky huh.

    we're supposed to hang him outside of our window.


    so itd look as if santa is climbin into ur room or somethin.

    he's nice to carry .

    but he's kidna freaky lookin tough =s


    migget santa . LOL!!

    is tht how you spell it ? migget ? those dwaft ppl... (i know im wrong) lol

    anyway u guys know wad im sayin dnt ya ?


    =D


    anyway yeah . we bought him at GIFI.

    and also at GIFI i saw these FREAKIN CUTE COWS





    they are so nice to hug and so soft too...

    but too bad they cost a bomb !


    currently... i still have my polar bear with me..

    but once its all hugged/grey and worn out.


    i'll replace it with another huggable plushie =)

    hopefully it'll go on offer by the end of 2 yrs !! AND I'LL GET IT FOR SURE =)


    HAHA


    i cant sleep without huggin something.


    i always say tht... but...

    by the morning... everything tht WAS on my bed...

    turn out to be on the flooor ...


    LOL!

    im a kicker !! XD

    alrightios.
    i guess i shall stop here.
    good night everyone!




    & they are still in my phone.
    TA~
























    This life dont last forever... LaLaLa & it ends here~ 2:09 PM

    Saturday, December 26, 2009
    Its vanilla twilight.

    hey all!

    second day of Xmas is over!
    10 more days to go.

    and once again, there is no point counting down to xmas end...

    HMMM. lets countdown to the new year instead!
    its just 5 days away! wow!

    or countdown to new year's eve rather... just 4 days away ...
    then AFTER new year...

    its the countdown to gettin my braces ! which is like 9 days away!

    then AFTER .. its the countdown to my birthday~
    9+3= 12 days away!

    then after my birthday.. its the countdown to chinese new year?
    or even valentine first?

    oh well. it doesnt make any difference when im here....

    i shall just stick to my weekly countdowns to every FRIDAY =)

    WELL ANYWAY.
    today was ouch day.

    GARHH~

    woke up with a spinning head.
    a SUPAA hungry cranky stomach...

    when i was out... i realised tht my right knee was hurtin again.
    OMG!! its sad... i think its cause of my weight. no?
    ARGH fatness.

    jeeese louisseeee.

    it couldnt have been sports. cause i hvnt really did any excercise .





    (OMG !! I JUST TYPED ONE FREAKIN CHUNK OF WORDS AND NOW ITS ALL GONE =.='')





    SIGHSIGHSIGH. blogger ah blogger. I LOVE YOU -.-

    alright. SO AS I WAS SAYING.

    FATNESS.

    ive heard from ppl tht im fat. or rather... im ''chubby''
    maybe ''chubby'' is just a nicer term for YOUR FAT!


    ya think?

    IM SWELLIN~


    OH NO O_O









    looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooool


    ALRIGHTY. i cant really recall wad else im missing...
    okok. ERRRRRr

    ok. today.... we bought LOADS of baby items.
    i tell u ... they are ALL FREAKKIN CUTE! Photobucket


    we bought like 3 sets of 5 of baby clothes, socks and all....
    seriously.. baby things are are so adorable


    even as i, a 17 yr old. no kid no husband no baby...


    i'd still just wanna get one set of these clothes JUST FOR FUN.


    just lifts up your mood everytime you open your drawer and see tht cute tiny set of clothes. lol


    back in singapore... i bought this plain white tiny shirt... just for fun.


    queen nagged at me for buyin such a uselss item.
    it was cute. and thts why i bought it knowin tht i wont use it in any way.
    lol and so i just kept it in my drawer...

    and POOF . one day...
    i just toook it out ....
    painted it...
    and gave it away was a birthday present =)


    saved $_$ as well! tskk


    i didnt have to really go crack my brain to think of wad i shud really get for tht person...

    its was a meaningless gift. i thought. lol

    well yeah.. after gettin the baby things... i slacked in the car for a couple of hours while my highnesses went to get the groceries.

    slouched into the car seat and hanged my legs over my queen's head rest.
    and listened to music.

    awwww~
    cold nostalgia chills me to the bone!

    it was COLDDDD ... and led me shakinn...

    alright... this is a boring post.
    lemme just add on something....



    CAN YOUR EAR HOLE CLOSE OVER ONE NIGHT ??!!



    this is the most irritating thing thts buggin me tonight...

    i kinda twisted and rolled around in bed last night...
    and half awake i felt my ear stud on my right ear fall out (cause it wasnt fasten. i lost it ._.)

    AND. i just left it.. thinkin thrs no big a deal.
    its just gonna be ONE night.

    and when i woke up...
    after brushin up and all...

    i tried pokin it back .




    AND GUES WHAT ?!?!


    IT COULDNT PASS THROUGH !! =(((



    it went it only like halfway ...
    and it hurt like hell.

    sharp pains ... GAAAAHH T.T

    and it got me all dizzy and giddy.
    felt like vomitin...

    maybe some viens in my ear lobe are connected to this other viens tht caused the nauseousness.
    paranoid me.

    BUT... i tried again tonight.. like a few hours ago ...
    i felt giddy and nauseous again!

    im not pregnant. lol

    and i was so close to blackin out.
    sounds dumb. but its true ..

    lol AND i told my queeen.
    RAWRR~ WHY DONT I JUST LET IT CLOSE =.= SO MAFAN =.=

    she said not to waste tht $3 ... try pokin it harder.
    and i did..
    and OUCH OUCH OUCH ALL TEH WAY ..

    pooor me.

    or maybe cause i changed to a bigger thickness stud.. and thts why it couldnt pass through.

    THEN.. i just tried twistin and turnin and shoving...
    but it was too painful ..

    it started to bleeed O_O

    i took a while to let it rest ... and continued again.
    this time i managed to push it in a lil further...

    i felt the sharp tip of the stud by my thumb at the back of the ear lobe.
    but there is just this ONE THIN LAYER OF SKIN blockin it from passin.

    and tht freaked me out.
    i felt the stud end... and i could see it underneath tht layer of skin ...

    imagine.

    ouch .. really ouch ='((

    then SOS.
    i had to face it...
    with force i asked my queen to just shove it through ...

    and WAM!! with a screeem.. it was done.

    took me one whole hour to settle this.
    MAFAN AH MAFAN.

    had no idea why i went to pierce my ear.
    wad was i thinkin. lol

    well anyway. SUPA wordy post. lol
    thanks for readin!

    no taggers tonight! how sad? =(

    sobs*

    i shall head for bed!
    night~

    (too fat to end this post wit myself )

    instead, i'll end it with this.
    awesomely adorable =))





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    p/s : check out this freakin cute blogspot wj shared. CLICK!

    & exception. are they really?

    ta~

    This life dont last forever... LaLaLa & it ends here~ 4:09 PM

    Friday, December 25, 2009
    1/12 days of christmas down.... 11/12 more to go

    actually,

    it doesnt really make a diff of how many days of xmas down hey?

    there's nthin to look forward to anyway.

    its the 26th of dec.

    cause it's 2 35 am.

    ( for me, its only officially ''tomorrow'' when i wake up the nxt morning )

    so its still today i guess.

    HMMMMM~

    how's my mood so far?

    its been pretty dull still...

    no idea why... i just feeeel so ... empty ...?

    cant seem to find the appropriate word to describe my exact mood.

    anyway ... ive been havin weird dreams lately.

    and they really freak me out...

    just a night ago ... i had this dream...




    i was caught in this fire... and in front of me was this baby.

    summary is... i literally SAW tht baby girl get burnt alive O_O

    i saw how her skin melted in the flames...

    but she didnt cry ..

    cause it was TOO PAINFUL .. till it was PAINLESS.

    and then she was eventually saved..

    totally disfigured. YET still not crying... doesnt know whads going on...

    pooor thing.

    and i myself... i manage to escape somewhere with just a few slight burns on my limbs =/

    im glad tht is was JUST a dream...


    then just last night...

    i had this dream.. tht i was a servant in this huge mansion 0.0


    and there were a few other young girls in there too...

    well summary is... i almost got raped.


    madd dream huh?


    yah yah.. who would wanna rape me right?


    i know i know... just .... freaky.

    like how you'd find means and ways to hide and escape from tht mean black man ...

    they really want you cause your a virgin O_O''


    OH MANXZXZ!


    and once again .. i manage to escape !

    along with a few others....

    i led them out .. and we were still being chased ....


    till i ran into zetty just outside the streeet...

    yepp ... how very random.

    lol


    and met jia as welll.

    so kinda called the police.. then end of story...


    then a few dreams followed afterwards.


    i slept in .. all the way till 2pm this afternoon.

    i didnt wanna wake up.

    i was just sooo lazy ....


    wakin up at 2pm.. makes ur day SO SUPA SHORT.

    just in a few more hours. its already dark again .....


    sigh. WINTER WINTER winter....


    alrighty anyway...

    here are some pics from ytd's pot luck and tonight.







    the candel was melting!
    the food was awesome!

    the baby was cute!

    the people were friendly!

    the log cake was pathetic!

    the men were happy!

    the tv was used!

    the group photo was taken!

    alright lame.

    well anyway .. tonight... ON CHRISTMAS DAY

    went out with the highnesses to view the lightings a few streeets down..







    not too clear tough.

    it was dark.

    i made a little vid clip... but i dont have the time for it to slowly upload onto blogger =/


    HMMMMMMMMMMMMM


    and i just found out today... that xiaxue is gettin married.


    she's been updating very regularly lately.


    click here if you wanna view her blog straight =)


    wow... its like... WOW. xia xue.. is becoming someone's wife?!

    WOW. WOW . WOW!


    mike and xiaxue first met online! WOW WOW WOW!

    he's from texas ~ WOW WOW WOW!

    and he flew here to singapore just for her ! WOW WOW WOW WOW WOW!

    and he set his eyes on her since his first encounter with her blog ! WOW WOW WOW WOW WOW!


    alright.. all tht wowing's irritatin huh..

    but really...

    kinda envious about her...

    no idea why ....


    maybe she's gotten herself a good man. from TEXAS summore.


    wooots.

    best wishes xia xue!

    ur fianlly engaged.

    let's see how your life will change! =)


    anyway


    CLICK HERE to view his propasal clip . guide to life.


    sweet guy huh.

    nice planning. proposal made public !


    lol ... the part where she saw his face on the big screen she went '' oh my fuckin god ''

    hahahahahahah unglam. ON TAPE!


    but i guess that is how she is. and thts why ppl like her hey ?


    no comments


    oh dear.


    why am i still feeeelin so down so down ?!

    sobs =(


    tomorrow is saturday!

    i really have to pack my closet. really really...

    and get up tht card too for tht uncle.


    alright thts all for tonight.


    ta~


    This life dont last forever... LaLaLa & it ends here~ 5:06 PM