Just a few days back, we almost lost it back to square one once again.
you turned and walked away, and so i left for home.
You came running back for me, like you always do.
and just like the usual me, i'll always let you lead me back in.
You held my hand and told me, that you were just stressed and explained. But all i wanted to hear was, whether you were aware of how things went wrong. and you were. I thank you for being honest. and i in turn apologised on my part for not trying to make things better.
Im glad you came back for me.
From then, things have been going alright. just alright.
i wish we didnt have to quarrel so often.
i wish your patience stayed the way it was when we were apart.
Today, things havent been going as planned for my studies. Im breaking down from the stress and losing myself from many things. and that's when you came in.
It wasnt all that smooth but you offered to help in the end personally.
Thank you for staying up with me the other night while i did my work. I appreciate it.
and thank you for coming over to help me out with my other work. one big load off my chest.
Today could have gone two ways. good/bad.
i was prepared for the day to turn back because you were doing a favor for me and i'd be in your mercy. but im grateful, that you didnt use it on me.
And im grateful, you chose to be funny-pekcek than pekcek-pekcek whlie doing that stupid photobook for me. I know how hard it is to spot the difference trust me and i am really glad that you didnt lose it.
It was nice, seeing this side of you. i found myself admiring you more than i use to. i found myself wanting to approach you more, contact you whenever i can.
For the first time, i felt that we were working hard on a task side by side. That's a first.
I wonder what the future brings. When you finish ns, and start studying. Would we be able to experience this again?
You were adorable today.
you really were. i don't know how to describe how i see you today.
i wish i could see you the way i did today, everyday.
Once again, Thank you for the great help with the burden task. thank you for coming over. thank you for staying by my side. and thank you for your support.
I miss you terribly now.
goodnight. goodbye.
LaLaLa & it ends here~ 11:21 AM