HAYYA !

awww man...

got this SUDDEN URGE.
kinda envy and admire those girls that make you wanna take a second look at em.

had this feelin after watchin GEE music video...
gosh man. they are all so SWEET and CUTE and PRETTY.

me being jealous about em sounds kinda stupid huh.

RAWWRR !!

then lookin at myself...
AWW MAN.

LOW LOW LOW LOW ESTEEM NOW.
sheeesh.

SOMEBODY said tht i had a fat face ! how sad is tht ? =(

somebody pls tell me ...

*sings*
OH HOW DO YOU HOW DO YOU SLIM ~

i wanna be in pretty dresses! slim jeans ! tight tees! etc etc...

*WISHES* To have a longer body To have long slim legs. To have long flabbless arms. To have a flat stomache. To have thin waistline. To have smoother hair. To have more proportinal breasts. LOL To have nice long fingers. To be fairer. To have flawless skin.

GAHHH .. and the list goes on and on and on.
HOW SAD =(

have to stick to what i got and make the best of it huh.
I REALLY REALLY REALLY HAVE TO SLIM DOWN .

RAWRR !! losing the KGs but not the MEAT AND FATTS !! so irritating !!
gahh.

SIANPACKMAX !
roarr~

okok shall not talk about this.
it might lead to an obsession ... HOHOHO! what if i become anorexic ?!

NAAHH. thts sounds kinda impossible . lol
I LOVE FOOD TOO MUCH~

heh. anyway. what IF .. i really DO fall sick ? HEH ! then i MIGHT lose my appetite ... THEN i wont eat SO much.. and PROBABLY ... i MIGHT just slim down ?!

sounds like a superb idea. whahahahhaha

ok im mad.

anyway. had a bad dream last night ! O_O
kinda having a phobia to start sch...

oh yeah speakin of which..
we've been waitin for the sch's letter for like a week now ?

and its takin forever... supposedly, im meant to start sch like this week ?
i dont know...

then king decided to drive down to the sch on tues..
so yeah ...
im kinda infoless about sch now.

ALRIGHTIO~

today is tuesday !
boring boring tuesday..

woke up pretty late...

then queen ordered me to help her cut onions !

T.O.R.T.U.R.O.U.S

i had to peel and chop like one full packet ?!

HOLY CRAP i tell u.

ONIONS ARE POWERFUL TEARDUCT STREESERS !





YAH YOU CRY, and its IMPOSSIBLE not to ...

just peelin those onions aint tht bad...
but i could feel tht my tears were gonna come out.

ahahahahahahah
i had these very similar to those back in sec sch bio lab goggles. lol
to protect mt eyes...

BUT it was still useless. GOD man.
i could hardly open my eyes!

i felt as tough the nerves in my eyelid were going haywire, twitching like mad... and tearducts going bonkers.

AHAHAHAH I TOTALLY LOOKED LIKE AN IDIOT CRYING NOT STOP.
PLUS IM HAVING THIS GODDAM FLU.

GAAHH !! ALL THE MUCUS. YAHH EWWWWW !

heh ... then queen said, try biting on bread while you cut.
she heard it on the tv before tht it helps.

so she handed me some hard french toast...
and so i tried.



well... it kinda helped a LITTLE.

i wasnt too sure. ahhahahaha or was it just paranoia

oh well.. then started cutting...
really bth .. stressin my eye like tht...

PAINFUL SHIT.
those who cut onions would know and understand my pain...
not just one or two onions.. but one whole bloody packet of it. lol

then feeelin very desperate .. i went to dig out my swimming goggles.
lol ahahaahah



BEST SOLLUTION !

i looked DAM retarded in em but ... who cares.. i wanted to get it over and done with afap.

AND I DID !
TADAHH ~




yayy ... then when i took off those goggles...
i totally looked like i didnt sleep for a mnth!

whahahahah either tht look , or i looked as tough i got punched in my eye.
heee heeee

dam tight lah ! GRRRR and i almost lost my double eyelid. WHAHAHAHAH

then went to heat up oil ..

and then the slow and long process of browning em started.

10 min into non stop stirring :




& 57 mins later :



this really tested my patience. lol
57 mins into non stop stirring only made it slightly brown.

lol... then i totally started whining.. WHAHAAHAHAH

then queen took over.
by then it was like 7 pm already ?

i went to on my comp cause CYH wanted to play a few rounds of CS with me.

whahahaha played a few rounds. WOAH .
im such a noob. WAHHH ANGRRY !!

lol then had to go have my dinner and i left the game.
how boring.

then yeah ... had my shower and just surfed the net.
thts about it.

didnt really feel like using the comp tonight. but i just wanted to blog.
RECORD TODAY. TURNED ON MY COMP ONLY AFTER 6pm.

lol.
usually... whenever i wake up... i would have the urge to quickly wanna use the comp.
now come to think of it. why did i have tht urge ? wat made me hv tht urge ?

lol

its like everyday im lookin forward to readin my blogtaggers... and other updated blogs... then erm.. fb as well ? notifications ... then erm . EMAILS ! yah .. then ... no idea ady.

but lately.. im like.. why do i have to go online for today ?
thinkin.. practically nthin really...

no urge !
maybe its because im havin lesser and lesser taggers. or readers.
SOBS. no inspiration to blog.

AI YAI YAI.

or maybe my posts are plain boring.
god knows.

well then if thts the case.
i shall stop here.

im past my curfew anw. OH NO!
heh.

alright alright....



TA !

This life dont last forever... LaLaLa & it ends here~ 3:06 PM