HEYAH!
guess what?
my body is kinda malfunctioning D:
this feeeling is seriously worse than being sick!
but i have no idea wads happenning to me.
i cant stand upright.
i cant turn to fast.
my hands wont stop shaking.
my vision can't focus.
& im feeling nauseous all the time and its soooooooooo sickening!!whenever i have the urge to puke. i grab the bin and can only manage to cough out a few mouthfuls of saliva. but NO PUKE!and tht totally sucks! i'd rather puke out whadevers in me to feel better than to leave it in me and feel terrible!URGH!i really have to move reallyyy slowwwwwwwwly . hahaif not,my brain would start spinning causing my vision to go left right left right real quickly giving me a terrible mini headache and then followed by a tiny blackout and then loosing my balance and finally the feeling of vomiting.how awesome is this ? :D
hahahaha it sucks but this whole thing made me lose my appetite bad. which meannnssssss. IT MADE ME LOSE SOME WEIGHT! WEEE :D loook how optimistic i am! ahahahhahaha but seriously. nights are a killer.sleeping in a sitting position by the bin at the side of your wonderful bed aint fun at all. tsk tsk
cancelled our shopping trip ytd AND today due to this.
wad a bugger! :(
this mornin when i woke up. i walked out to the living room and mum asked me... ' i think i should take you to see the doc '
i replied a ' hmmmm ? '
and then i just turned around and walked back into my room and layed on my bed and thought to myself ' i think you should take me shopping instead '
LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL!!!
hahhahaha yeah yeah im crazy.oh well. anywayyy been youtubing half the day on shinee's new album!wooo! i must say. SHINEEE! WAY DA GOOO YO!! ahahahahahah i went to download ALL their songs starting from their 1st album of 2008.well. not exactly ALL of their songs. just those tht i liked. and i went browsing on youtube. some vids of shinee. then i happen to come across the vids taken by shinee Singaporean fans when shinee came for over their concert. & & & &woah. im feeeelin so ashamed of being singaporean. i swear O_O how bout i share some of the crazy vids with you guys...hmmm lemme go search... arghh gee its too much. and its too disturbing..i guess you have to search em yourself. one thing's for sure. im sure tht crazy Singaporean fans have totally scared the guts outta shinee. i dont think they will ever consider coming again. sheeeesh. its really so sad and scary to see. being an idol aint easy. all of their faces esp jongkhyun's was: ' i can't wait to get the f**k outta here ':( well then i had enough of those vids. and i stumbled across some parts of hello baby..and i saw a diff them. the happier part of shinee as a group. they had the look of 'it feels good to be home' kinda feeel . BOO HOO :(im so affected by this. oh dear shinee. pls forgive us singaporeans hey?hope you erase your bad impression of us soon :S and keeep FIGHTING! xD 
RAWRRRR i sound like a mad shinee fan now. LOL!well enough of shinee.
tsk tsk
P.S : I LOVE ONEW! LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL!
okok im really some mad fan now. AHAHAHAHAHAH
onew is just sooo cute. lovin his smile :D
OK ENOUGH! LOOOL
anywayyyy. ITS MY MUMS BIRTHDAY TODAYY! :DDDD 
hahahahaha
im feeeeling so guilty .
i used to do up pretty cards for her each birthday.
but i seeem to have stopped since last year :(
well at least get her something right?
BUT i dont get the chance to go out like how i do back in Singapore where i can shop for her gift.
right here. if i wanna go out. i would need car.
and when i need a car...
i would need either one of my parents.
dad's always at work so.... leaving mum.
but how can i tell her ? ' mum can you drive me to the nearest shopping mall so i can shop for your present? :D ''
AHAHAHAHAH tht'll be kinda weird.
alrighty. anyway happy birthday mummy oh!
your birthday present will be my one week of moppin and vacumming the floor for ya!
what a splendid idea!! :D
heheee
okaayyy.
im feeelin terrible now..
its all kickin in D:
another night.
BOO HOO :'(
NIGHT everyoneeee.
tata~
LaLaLa & it ends here~ 2:07 PM