hey bloggie woggie !
im gonna make this a short one!
im extremely worn out :(
friday is finally here... though i just started school for 2 days..
it felt as tough it has already started for like 2 weeks!
rawrrrrrrr~
havent been in the best of mood since last night.
had this TINY arguement with mum before heading to bed!
she caught me still using my comp around 3am++ ?
and for tht. i was in serious shit!
recieved an ear bashing .__.''
she assumed tht ive been using my comp into the night everyday.... but seriously !!
its not ALL the time!
its just sOMETIMES!
but it sounds as if im giving excuses. as usual.
and,
guess wad? she even checks my facebook!
like wow!
my mum's gettin more and more high tech!! unbelievable !! :D
she actually knows how to check my status. and sees the ' ___ hours ago ' info ... and from thr, she'll minus away the hours... and THENNN she'll have a rough idea on what time i normally sleep!
BRAVO MUM!! im so proud of u ! LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL
hahahah wad a joke. but seriously.
i didnt like add my dad's fb acc for them to like spy on me .___.
haha
oh well. tiny tiff last night.
but i just kept quiet.
shockinly O_O i havnt been too loud lately.
im kinda talkin back so very clamly . HAHAHAAH
thts kinda weird :/
then this morning, mum didnt wanna wake me up. pfft!
i woke up at 8 13am!
and my bus is at 8 21am!
AHAHAHAH
when u know ur late, its amazing how fast you can actually get outta bed.
i took 5 mins to change , wash up and get into my shoes!
left the house at about 8 18, and chiong-ed to my bus stop!
i was hoping tht i didnt miss the bus.... and i didnt! hahaha fortunately.
pheww~
well anyway school.
i've been a really really bad student. not handin up full assignments. not attending classes on time. hahaha
gee. im really gonna get bad remarks :/
but oh well. it doesnt really matter to me anyway (:
but thr's somethin bothering me right now.. i dont know if i am able to quit in dec or even in jan.. all of a sudden, dad doesnt seem too keen about sendin me to bordeaux :(
and im thinkin... what if ... in future, i'd regret not stayin on with this lycee.
i mean. it aint gonna be a long long time right?
i have about 8 months left before i go bk ...
and im thinkin... shud i just tolerate and hang in thr ? its would be most ideal if i did... (well, for my parents at least :/)
HOWEVER!
i've so many buts in my head nowww.... :(
this school really wears me outttt... sobs.
take for example today. i feel tht most of the teachers expect me to finish up and hand in my assignments on time....
im thinkin... yeah i can do tht but i just need MORE time than the other students...
SIGGHHH.
suddenly shoo shoo emooo :(
take for example. today for maths.
we're on topic statistiques*
ive already done this b4. and i know i can do it.
I can do MATHS maths... but i'm kinda slow with FRENCH maths .___.
and geee. the teach just sucks !! ttm !!
why am i fated to have nasty maths teachers :( boo hoo .
well anyway . enough of complaining.
ITS FRIDAY! so nthin else matters ...
u know wad? lately, i've been feelin this really really weird feeling ...
i seriously have no clue how im gonna type out wad this feeling feels like.
but i can just say...
tht its so 'singapore'
i actually feeel tht im already bk in sg? somehow? i keeeep picturing and imaginin my life bk in sg after say 8 or 9 months.
and its scary wad i seee.. this feeling too :(
its soo weird.
why ah? :/
the new lifestyle i will have. the new ppl i will meet... and everything else.
or maybe say.. the ppl tht ive known before...
what if i do bump into ppl of my past on the streets? wad do i say? how should i react?
i've got a zillion questions and senarios runnin through my mind ..
Gew. im soo not ready... aieeeeeee~
dun wanna think about it. grrrrrr.
i guess i'll think about all these, AFTER.
meanwhile, i guess i should just really focus on life here.
AITE! this is such a wordy , non interestin post. hahahah
sorry if ive bored u!
i'll do up a proper post tml ! :D
with pics!
weeeeeee~
for now. i gotta blast!
if not... MUMS GONA KILL ME AGAIN!
soooo, guudnight peeps!
-joyyodda
LaLaLa & it ends here~ 5:03 PM