Woke up feeling bothered..
to the thought that she'd be working with you once again.
to the thought that she could be by your side the whole day.
to the thought that she could work hand in hand with you.
I admit, i'm being paranoid. but i just cant help but feel that im no better.
to the thought that your friends actually push the both of you together.
to the thought that your friends tell you that you two should be together.
to the thought that she is cuter, prettier, younger than i am.
kills me.
bad.
i feel helpless.
and hurt.
to the thought that your friends know that you already have me, as your girlfriend.
to the thought that SHE isnt single.
to the thought that i am actually here, back in singapore.
and yet. they continue to joke about it.
i could prolly take it so much better if i was still away.
i'd think so much lesser.
i'd let so much easier.
but i am very much here. in person. with you.
sigh.
to whoever encouraged you to be with her.
I'd so bitch slap his face, so bad that his girl wouldn't recognize him.
BLAH
But thank you.
for reassuring me.
goodnight.goodbye
LaLaLa & it ends here~ 11:40 AM