then errrr MONDAY !!! boxes have arrived !! coool

cutting this folding tht. ERMMM building things. as in fixing up tables chairs. LOL competing wit me dad. see who can fix faster . lol sadly i got toooo cocky and lost in the end. HAAH
then i prepared lunch. cause mon was the actual bday. HEE EEE simple just-put-in-oven-and-eat sortta dinner.

* and it was the first night i slept in my room*
beds and all were up. so no more sleepin with daddy and mummy in living room feelin all safe and secured.

i had to put myself up in A DARK QUIET COLD ROOM MAN!!
i tell you. seriously, its freggin dark and DAM quiet i tell you. AHHHHHHHHHHH
i had to sleep with my ipod. crankin volume up .. emoing at every song tht reminded me of many things.. SO SAD.

and and and.. some songs.. really freak me out too...
like MJ's song. you are not alone.

I LOVE THT SONG seriously. very meaninful .. but..during the night, when i listen to it.. and know tht MJ has already passed on. and i think tht im not alone. when LITERALLY i am.... then you know you know... dead mj song ? singing you r not alone? when i am ?? and with my mind so active? wad can i say ???

i just get so scared.

and i had the FREAKIEST dream . HOLLY . i saw ppl commit suicide. REALLY. never sensor !!! OMG the head half embelled into floor. gushin blood. i tell u . i woke up feeling sooo EEEEEEKKKKKKK.

*hair standing* dun wish to talk about it no more.
bottom line is.... first night was horrible.

skyped with jia. but not for long cause she CANT MULTI TASK !!
lol then not long ltr.. skyped with DEAR ~ YESSSAR !! LOOOOOOL so happy to see her after so FKIN long~

she is seldom online. and knows nuts about internet thingys. wow weee. just so happy. then afterwards.. cooked up simple dinner for mum and myself cause dad workin..