i dont wanna end the day with such a post like the previous one...

*forgets*

my mum and i are fine now.
i have gotta really get a grip the next time i meet up with this..

and about the dream...
i still will give a big SIGH.

i hvnt gotten over it yet.(not about the dream. about my situation)
i thought i had...
but guessed .. im still far from recovered... DAMMIT ?
yes... dammit.

well anyway...
meetin with these moments... i really wanna find someone to talk to ..
like spill it all out and get it over and done with..

i so wanna spill it out to ANYTHING THT CAN RESPOND u know ?
like mr pussycat...
but he's gone now...

where'd he go i dont know....
mum taught him a good lesson...
and i think he's gone for good.

now i have NO ONE to turn to at all when im down and alone.=[
sheeesh.

i wish i had a campanion...

I SWEAR. im gonna get a dog when i grow up...
but come to think of it ?
what breed shall i get ?

cute pug ?



pugs look so stupid you know ? like confused. and lost. and blur.. has the i-dun-givva-dam face.
but so freakin adorable..
get wad i mean ?

something like this:



awww cute?
yes toy dogs.. are always cute.
ive always like shi tzus...



so cuddly hey ?
they give a I SO WANNA PROTECT THEM type of feeling..
like i have to love it with all my heart.


hmmmm
or maybe a silky terrier ??


hmm hard to maintain ??
but all these type of toy dogs are more to the playful type ehy ?

or should i get... loyal tame type dogs.

a jack russel tame? calm ?



or even a golden retriever


lifetime companions...
awwwwww
all i need is $$$$$

but i pretty much set my eyes on jack russel breed.
loyal small tame and adorable.

oh man i so wanna get a dog i so wanna get a dog i so wanna get a dog.
and i so wanna grow up finish my studies. settle down with the good man. and live happily ever after.

IF ONY*
life's tht simple.

BUT NOES !! LIFE ISNT SIMPLE !!
if not everyone would live in a fairytale.

stupid kiddy LIVE HAPPILY EVER AFTER stories.
so unrealistic. so UNpractical.

OH NOES. wad am i saying ?!

im nuts. im being random.
oh well.

i needda STOP. BEFORE I EXCEED CURFEW ONCE AGAIN AND GET SHOT DOWN BY THE QUEEN.



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This life dont last forever... LaLaLa & it ends here~ 3:16 PM