i hate things that fkin clog up during exam period.
RAWR! >:(

its hard to be optimistic.
i really admire those who are... really.

how i wish i was the blur and slow aunt from the kdrama 'the cruel temptation'



happy go lucky and worry free.
i find her really cute.
and i wonder if thr is such a person living on earth.

her role was some slow-in-the-head type of person.
like she's actually old but she has a mind of a kid.

she's the happiest person throughout the whole show i reckon.

ppl all thr to support her, to take care of her.. and of course understand her.
awwww~

anyway speaking of this show.
my family and i have finally finished watchin this 129 episode drama justt today.

gosh. it was non-stop crying for my queen and i.
=S

well, for queen mainly.
i just cried at some really really touchin parts.

awww this show pulled my moood even lower.

LIFE'S REALLY VULNERABLE AND FRAGILE...

ive past my 18 years. and i wonder what will be in store for me for the years to come.
its scary.

come to think of it... in my 18 years of living,
i find tht when i was pri 3 and 4.
it was the happiest years of my life.

as in no probs wad so ever.
those two years spent in australia were the best.

missing those days ... =(
young innocent and worry free.

AWWWWWW what am i talkin about anyway huh?

i just felt like bloggin.
just wanna 'talk' to someone...

i miss honey li...



how i wish i could just go over to her place just to be with her..

i realised that im such a loner here.
SIGH

blogger.. will u be my friend?
(yes you will)

(:

anyway... i just came bk from my holiday justttt yesterday.
i was kinda excited even till this morning.

but then it kinda died off alreadyy...

exams are just round the corner.
threw away 9 days of my holidays..
im left with just 2.

finish up my homewrk... and study for my DELF.

BUT.
im feeeling so listless...

and i dont know whyy..

GAHH!

its like... i wanna say somethin...
or i wan someone to know ...
but its like.. i just cant spell it out ...

how i wished tht you could read my mind .

i just wanna do well for my delf.
i just wanna feeel HIGHLY supported.
i just wanna focus.
i just wanna give it all ive got.

i just dont wanna be distracted.
i dont wanna be affected.

oh miracle goddess.
lend me a hand will ya?

CHANGE. change is good?

OH DEAR.
im tired... sand is hard to hold.

im heading to bed.

good night.
good bye.