SO.
i didnt really take note of this lingering pain in my lower back.
not till at least the previous night.
i cant seem to lay down. sit, bend walk without this stabbing pain in my
lower back. and it started to kill me only today.
i got kinda worried.
cuz i tot it might go away in a day or 2 but ?
nooo. it didnt :(
initially i had to make another appointment with the doc.
i didnt expect tht i could just barge in liddat today.
just randomly i asked the doc if he could check my back for me.
and he was like okay come into my office.
' where's the pain '
'right here' **points above my butt crack**
'okay take off jacket, scraf ,and pull down jeans '
( at this moment i was like HURH NOOO ARE U SERIOUS? ) *suspect**
' yess yess come here, pull down jeans '
' o.o oh okayy ' ** pulls down jeans just till half my ass is exposed.
' so where is the pain ? '' ** press **
' WOAHHHHHH !! thr thr thr thr!! '
' ohhh , so its here? ' **press again**
'WOOOO YA YA THR THR OMG THR! '
' mummy oh: so is it her tailbone?
doc ' yes , its a bone .. and if i press here .... ' *press*
me ' YAAAAAOOOOWWW @#$#$%@%^$#^$%^ !! '
doc : its definately a bone.
me : =.= gee thanks doc! zzzz ahahhaahh wah i tell u . it was super dramatic. ahhahaha
and also he actually touched it with his bare fingers! like OMG ??
he touched my butt crack with his bare hands.
no gloves O_O
eeeekk and he continues to touch everything else on his desk as if his
fingers nv came in contact with my butt crack!?
ahhahahaha!
when i say butt crack..
for those who wanna have an idea of where it is ...
its this right here :
hahahaah yeah. hw very awkward.
so he proceeded on questioning. how did i hurt myself.
and honestly.. i dont really remember ? o.O
he then suggested that it might be a fracture ..
OooOoOoOoooOOoooooo a fracture?? tht doesnt sound too good .___.
then he told me to go have an X-ray done.
and so i manged to book an appointment with mr Xray doc.
waited for a zillion years .. and finally my name got called.
in the room . i saw a HE.
HE told me : take off ur jacket, ur scarf , shoes and ur jeans.
and so i started taking of my jackets, shoes and all.
then i walked into the Xray room ... whr HE stopped me.. and told me..
that.
i.
had.
to.
entirely.
take.
of.
my.
jeans.
OH GEE. brilliant .__.
fortunately i had this long black upper shirt covering over my thighs.
ahahahah but overall... it was hella awkward o.o
so after flashin a few shots of my Xray .. it then appeared up on screen.
HE questioned me repeatedly.. and asked me if i fell down or hit somethin hard lately .. and i replied tht i wasnt too sure.
i got kinda worried so i asked him. is thr a problem ?
he looked at my X-ray and went ' hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm we have to see into it '
the results would be out in half an hour.
AND SO i waited AGAIN.
FINALLY i got my Xray results .. and i went BACK to doc no1.
he looked at it and went .... ohhh this is not goood **shakes head**
and my mum was like ' wads wrong with her spine?? '
doc went : this is the first time ... i've seen someone dislocate their tailbone.
and i was like. OH GEE. DISLOCATE?
as in d-i-s-l-o-c-a-t-e, DISLOCATE??
u gotta be kiddin me right?
how am i still be able to walk and all if i've dislocated my tailbone? wont i already be paralyzed or something.
and so he explains...
this is what a NORMAL tailbone looks like.
the last three bones are usually together.
and so ... here's MY coccyx xray..
YEPP ouch. its dislocated alright :(
and so i asked him... is this serious ?
he was like.... ' usually ppl come in with fractures... and within 1 month or so, it would have healed by its own. but miss joy .. for you. i dont think its the case , this one is gonna be painful '
urrrrhhh its GONNA be painful?
LOOOOOOOOOOL IM ALREADY IN PAIN DOC!? ahhahahah
and then he gives me the look of ' awww you pooor girl , it must have been tough on ya'
i'll have to live with this knife up my ass crack till i find a specialist who would push it back into line.
goshh..
this pain turned out to be more serious than i thought .__.
like wow .. my very first bone dislocation :(
im so not lookin forward to the next doc visit.
noooooooooo T.T
wad im worried about is... once a bone gets dislocated ONCE. thrs a high chance tht it might get dislocated in the future again.
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO thts not good :(
i wanna be healthy and fit! not someone weak and full of problems :((
RAWR DON! must be your presence!! if not why am i so sway lately!?
ahahhahah naah its okay.
I FORGIVE U.
LOL
anyway i went to read up on this problem online ...
AHAHAHAHAH
YES MY PELVIS IS BROAD. LOOL so tht explains my dislocation.
i.have.wide.hips.hurray -.-
oh yes! sometimes.. the cause of coccyx injuries is unknown.
UNKNOWN.
loooool
i feeel like a handicap...
why?
i have to get my bro to help me pick things up from the floor,
or have my mum pass me my bowl of soup cause im already seated.
sit alone on the dining table while they 3 sit in the living room to hv dinner tgt cuz i cant sit on teh floor ..
boo hoo :'((
wads worse, i have to go to schoool tml... oowah ? its gonna be challengingggggggg
i cant sit, bend, lay down nor walk properly. aieeeee aieeee . it hurtss so baddd :((
i cant imagine. pusshin and shuvvin up buses. or during lunch queues , or switchin classes..
ahahahah oh please have mercy . no push push ar frenchies. no push push. hahahaha
OKAY.
thts alot of complaints. ahhahahaha
overall does it hurt much?
hahaha if i said no. i'd obviously be lying.
but hey? since i can still joke and laugh about it... i guess. its kinda bearable (:
okok...
i shud go look for a DONUT pillow to sit on. hahahaha
tunight's gonna be another killer night D':
buuut! i IS STRONG GAL!! :D
nthin is tooo UNTAHANABLE for me! hheeeheee ;}
GOODNIGHT :(
LaLaLa & it ends here~ 11:13 AM
