yeeahhhh man
i got the song on my blog ~
best crashed music i ever heard...
been you tubing the whole day catchin up on DAVID CHOI and his music... Kev JUMBA and his stupid videos, ryan HIgaa and happy slip.
LOL i tell ... catchin up with them and thier new stories.. its hilarious.
i can watch it all day ...
lol. do any of you watch em too ??
oh well...
today has been a super weird day.
my mood has beeen on and off ...
really ON AND OFF. it sucks.
it really does... something's wrong wit my hormones or something ? 
hmmmm..
gettin so affected by little things...
a little here.. a little there.
kinda vexed about..
things tht have ALWAYS been floating around.
and things currently happening to me presently.
NAAAAUUGGGHHH !!
im becoming a moody queeen.
SHITAAMMAAAAHHH !!
once again. met him online.
feel really weird these day as i talk to him..
its just been coming a week since the breakup...
i dont know how to tone myself.
should i be friendly ? should i be cold ? or .... uptight ?? or err principalic?? (no such word i know)
well anyway.. i signed into msn this evening and recieved offline msg from him.
sayin '' come on9 fast. very serious thing need to tell you''
i was like ... waa ... huuhh ?
then he started blabberin about this msl sec three girl tht is crazy for him..
she told him tht she was addicted to him.
at first my reaction wad like ... WHAT THE ..
but then i thought. nvm . I SHOULDNT GIVVA FUCK
he asked for help. cause he said she's been spammin smses to him. msning to him and all. even on fb.
i wasnt feelin so comfy with it. but i had to keep it in.
so i told him. get her email.. maybe it would help.
but somehow he didnt know her email.
he gave reason sayin. he deleted her msn. her msges.. her everything.
but i was like. check chat log.
and he told me how the hell would he know whats the email.
and i said.. the only foreign one should be hers.
then he said ''wtf. u wanna suspect me? ''
i was like . HELLO ?? WHAT THE.. FUCK IT MAN.
you bloody hell asked me to help and now you wtf me ?
AHHHHHHHH !!!!!! pissed pissed pissed i tell u .
i really felt like doing this
GOD !! GAHHH
and then a while ltr he said sorry.
but then..
i thought... tht that sec 3 girl... maybe she wasnt so hot or cute or wadeva..
thts why he had told me wad had happened.
if not .. i think.. she might already be his pgf ?
cause seriously. if she were cute or wadeva... he would probably enjoy her company. and slowly get into it.
this is the worse part... HE COULD ACTUALLY TELL ME THIS.SHE'S UGLY LOR. IF SHE CUTE I SURE GO JIO HER. TELL YOU FOR WAD.tht sentence really made me flip.
STABBED. totally stabbed...
but wad to do ?
i held it in. i fuckin held it in....
so many new names... wad start with M. wad jenny.
OMG.
we just broke not too long ago .. these kinda thing i'll OBVIOUSLY be sensitive right ??
am i not human ??
GAWD i tell you.
long long ltr then he found out tht he was harsh.
but pls...
guys will always be guys..
sad fact.
sometimes...
i wonder .. if there is any guy out there.. tht fully comits and devote.
i think its kinda impossible to find seriously...
no matter how decent or how wadever . there's always naughty.
like '' hey ? one time only mah , you dont say i dont say. who will know ? ''
or '' ha ya flirt a bit nvm one lar. gf dunno its fine''
or maybe '' no harm mah.. as long as at the end of the day i still love her can liao ''
hmm maybe only tht 1 out of tht 10000000 men. the only man tht is ''well behaved''
but tht would be so dog.
ppl would start sayin tht he's afraid of wife. or wife's pet ot wadever.
SO HARD TO PLEASE THIS WORLD.
this cannot tht cannot.
oh man.
why am i debating with myself ?
kk enough.
i dont wish to continue anymore about him.
GARRRRRRRHH !!
i have to i have to i have to i have to i have to i have to !!!
i should shut up.
bye(and the moving thing right here, doesnt fit this post == ) *ignore it*
LaLaLa & it ends here~ 1:30 PM