GOSH MAN . I DONT DESERVE ONE BIT OF THIS SHIT FROM U.
you wanted another girl . fine with me.
i already felt happy for you . i even wished you well. and you do this to me. thanks alot.

AHHH FUCK. I REALLY SHOULDNT CARE. WANNA MAKE ME SOUND CHEAP GO AHEAD.


& To on looker.
thank you so much for the understanding. i really appreciate tht you're standing up for me... but i guess... it wont help... only made things worse.


MONDAY. Day 1 of autumn.

sudden urges to
bowl.chalet.milo.keke.zoo.flyer.pool.www.lan.longjohn.skate.maggi.

Anyway .
today i didnt wanna wake up cause of what happened ytd between queen and i. TENSION.

but then i couldnt force myself to sleep on...
it had already been 12 hours . YA WOW.
awwww and plus i couldnt continue tht wonderful dream ...

OH WELL. woke up. brushed up.
and heated up my own meal . (lelfovers from previous night's dinner)

Queen decided to mop and vacuum the floor today. ==
not a good thing.

i just dun like it how she would mop and vacuum with such anger you know ? esp when in my room . GAAHHH.

after my lunch.. i just went out to swing in the backyard with my phone n mp3 just to avoid feeling the tension...

check out my new earpiece. neat huh ?
*xiaxue. SO CHIO RIGHT.


anyway...
found out new happenings in the garden ...





sounds so weird sayin catshit. only heard of dog shit or wadever...
& usually a cat would cover up after shitting...
but not this one. HE'S PROUD OF IT.

something very interesting with this picture. i mean PLEASE FEEL FREE TO CLICK AND ENLARGE.

i realised tht in a cat's shit... woah ppl... hella lot of FURRRR.. really go check it out.

and i managed to snap a closeup of this hugeass fly beside tht pile of shit.



COOOL stuff huh . love my garden...

then came online and met my lovely cousins.

GOSH I SO WANNA STAY OVER AT JIA'S PLACE TONIGHT... I WANNA HAVE MIDNIGHT PRATA AT THE PRATA HOUSE AND JUST TON AND HAVE FUN.

sheeeesh. lucky shan. went over there to '' STUDY ''
JOKE !

anyway. we oovoo-ed. how kinda cool ?
all the girl cousins !


dam i look so unglam in this pic. cause i pinned up my hair....
seeee im forced to the extent not to contaminate the place with my hairr . == ROAR~

well nthin interesting happened after tht. dad came home and i helped out with some gardening... and i upgraded my swing.
hope it doesnt rain tonight... cause i laminated it with pretty fake wood sticker.
tomorrow i will laminate it with PLASTIC sticker so it will be WATER PROOF !

hmmm then found out tht thr was war in my tagboard.. how very very sian...
got mooodless for teh whole freaking nightt.

GAAHH.
BUT ALL I NEEDED WAS A SMILE.

so im fine now...
and guess what ?? nxt week is my entrance test ?! like holy cow ? am i supposed to revise ? or erm study ??

but what exactly ? i have no bloody idea. and its driving me crazy. never have i went for a test UNREVISED.

oh god . save me....

AND .. tomorrow i'll be heading down to this club ? where we can get to learn french like twice a week ? with my queen of course.

kinda lookin forward to it...

hmm.. blogged finish earlier tonight...

btw. mr slug decided to come into my room to visit me. LOL !
found it on my room floor :




hmmmm
and i added new songs to my blog. hide and seek by imogen. sounds kinda freaky but i liked it cause LONDON from antm liked it as well.

and few other frank sinatra tracks too. JAZZZ!
HAHAHAHAHAHHAH im crazy.

alright... i shall end here.







& codes you see. i would like to picture tht smile down =)

TA !