DONT WANNA TALK ABOUT IT BUT I JUST CANT STOP THINKIN ABOUT HIM !! no, HIM AND HERRR. how did it fkin end up like this ??

and fkin look at my own situation !!! AND HOW I BELIVED IN ALL THESE FKIN SHITTTT !!

SO P.A.T.H.E.T.I.C !!!

!@$@#%!@#$%~!$ MARTHAR FARKER IM SO PISSED RIGHT NOW I CAN KILL HITLER !!!

MY VOCAB IN VULGARITIES IS JUST TOOO LIMITTED TO EXPRESS THIS FREAGGIN FEELIN IM FEEELING RIGHT NOW AT THIS BLOOODY MOMENT AND THIS FKED UP SITUATION OF MINE !!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
oh god.. pls tell me im not the only one in this world feelin this way ...
if someone else is going through this same shit.... i WOULD FEEEL SO MUCH BETTER.
at least i know tht im being understooooooooood...
THT I NOT ALONE ....

AHHHHHH sometimes i think . my sitatuation is only NUTCASE compared to some other worse case.

BUT I JUST CANT GET OVER IT JUST LIKT THT CAUSE ITS THE 1ST FKIN RELATIONSHIP.

awww man . aww man
enough of this !! I HAVE TO STOPPITTTTT NOT WORRTHH ITTTTTTTT
GAAHHH !!

*GONE TO COOL*


vintage dunno how many yr old bag .
dam solid. feels like its made of hard sofa or something.

i like tht unique lockin system...
and the whole antique vintage feel.

but kinda small tough .
but who cares. i LOVVIT ! (smiling to it right now. feeling so lucky to have found it )

bought this lighting thingy. kinda sweet =]
purple butterflies ..




at my cosey corner =]
cant wait to use it when winter comes. catch the whole feel ~ awesome.

hmm came back and found out tht my bro had passed wen jie MY BABY !! OMG !!
well im SOO glad tht its in good hands.

thanks Wen !

finally got to see me baby pig . MISSED HIM SO MUCH~





poor thing.. kana ill treated and neglected by my bro ! GRRRR

WELL MOOD IS UP JUST LOOKIN AT HIM. Awwwww

anyway...
spent the evening in the garden with my dad.
doing some gardening.

plant all sorts of seeds b4 winter comes. so by next yr it will look beautifully AWESOME.

hmm and somehow. while digging ... this idea of makin a tree swing suddenly popped into my mind !


sitting by the tree and listening to music and enjoyin the fresh air !
NICE.

IM GONNA DO IT ! IM GONNA GET IT UP AND SWINGING SOON !
YES I FINALLY HAVE SOMETHING TO TO ! woooosh~

if i have the money ~ i would like to have this as well !


i will save~
kinda excited. lol

WELL TODAY . I WAS SO LUCKY THT I FOUND AN EARTHWORM IN THE SOIL.
too amazed at it digging into the soil and totally forgot to snap it down .
oh wells.

AND LUCKIEST THINGY THT HAPPENED TO ME ? LOL I STEPPED ON A FREAKKIN RUSTY NAIL.
GG .


aww hope i wont die.
well anyway M feeling kinda okay thanks to the song I WILL SURVIVE.
i shall listen to it while i sleep~

i get my guts from this song~

alrightios

IM OFF TO CATCH ANTM on youtube !


Ta ~