seriously . i dont know wad i have gotten myself in .
why did i have to get so upset and disappointed ? AGAIN.
it never ends. the WHOLE fkin cycle will just repeat.
so wtf am i waitin for ? i dont know... and thts why . i am pathetic .
sometimes. i say . SHIT IT. WHY BOTHER ? JUST BLOCK AND DELETE. end of story.
BUT. somehow . tht doesnt happen.
wad am i ? a failure?
yes i think so ...
all talk ? why do i still believe you ? why do i feel myself forgiving and hopin once again ?
havent i learnt my lesson from u ? TO NOT BELIEVE YOU AND YOUR CONVINCING TALKS?
why cant you just realise ....
why is it so fuckin hard ??
this is shit. i get disappointed myself. and in return . someone ELSE is disappointed in me.
im sorry ....
well nvm . enough of this.
i hope i can get this out of my life SOON.
pls ignore me for the above post. I DO HAVE MY BAD DAYS.
im in no mood to post much .
today is really not my day.... and i just feel so bad about some things...
i guess im stoppin it here.
good night all.
LaLaLa & it ends here~ 7:30 AM