AHHHHH
i was semi awake this morning and i heard my mum and brother talkin bout FRANCE !! again..
grrr... oh man. half of me wants to go yet the other half WANTS TO STAY !!
there's MILLIONS of things i gotta sort out ... and my mind's gonna EXPLODE !!
factors:
would i get used to the people? ( i heard if you speak to them in english,
they'd isolate you) omg.
will i get used to the lifestyle?
will i get used to the weather? ( summer 39'C , winner, 2'C !!)
will i get used to being the 'only child'
would i be independent?
my biggest problem is my studies... haiz .. wad am i supposed to be studyin there man ?
even if i do find a school .... i know NUTS about their language..
HOW TO LEARN??
die die die die die die die...
july july july ..... HAIZ. i HAVENT PREPARED myself yet!!
tooo sooooooooooooon~
save me... SOMEBODY.
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THIS SONG IS FOR MYSELF
LaLaLa & it ends here~ 12:43 AM