emo emo emo emo emo emo emo .. feeeeeeeeling so emo emo emo emo emo emo emo ...
why am i feelin so emo all the time .. feeelin erm ... USELESS !!!! again ..
geezz .. am i suffering from depression ??
hope not .. dont think i will ever ..
anyway ... prolly just e days where mood swings all over ...
swing till EMO state ..
maybe beh .. but~ i finished bleedin already .. why am i still swinging ??
GOSSHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ~
i just wanna go out hit a run ... run afaic.. *as fast/far as i can
BUT. i know i cant ... im too heavy to run ...
feeeeeelin so lazy too ... URGH .. i miss the times when i was so agile .. sheeesssh.
i'll join a sport when im there .. to shape myself up i guess..
anyway .. today had a super scary dream ...
was night time .. i decided to pee ... i would usually bring my phone to the toilet .. just incase black out or i get stuck .. can call ppl save me ...
anyway .. tht night i was like half awake ..
so i went to pee with the nights off ..
i placed my hp on the shelf .. then when i was peeing halfway ... my hp flashed at me ..
as tough someone had taken my photo ...
i was like thinkin to myself .. my phone is such an old phone it dont have no flash !! and it actually took a picture of me by itself ! i kinda strted to freak out !!
when i came out of the toilet .. i went to view my folder where recent pictures were stored ..
*omg .. typin this givvvin me goosebums*
anyway .. i saw the picture .. it was a pic , half body of me on toilet bowl doing my business..
then i looked closer .. there was like half a body of this white figure in the mirror ..
i was like omg !!!!!
THEN THEN .. i recieved a text msg ..
sayin 'i show you some of me now...'
then followed by this freggin scary laughter ringtone ..something like muahehehehhehehehehehe~
and my phone was vibratin like hell!!
i threw it on the floor and went to cry while running to my mum..
nxt day went out with family .. kept feelin tht there was a presence following me .. i looked at the floor , DOUBLE SHADOW !!!! omg omg omg ...
then also at night ... i went into the toilet again ..
this time .. i saw the dustbin basket floatin around as tough something was playin with it ..
and the toilet window planes going up and down .. as tough someone is tryin to push the lever up...
i got feeelin of being supressed .. i couldnt breathe .. as tough that thing had such strong power ..
thts when i realised tht my hair was coverin my forehead ..
then i lifted up my hair showin my forehead and stared in the direction of the window ...
and started to pray ?? some things i learn at fou tang.. to recite when im scared .. tht the things would be afraid of ..
slowly i felt tht i was over powerin tht thing .. its power died down .. windows stop movin .. basket on the ground ..
and heard a dyin disappearin voice shoutin ' noooooooooooooooooo ...'
then i won . woke up ...and realised tht it was a dream .. asked my mum whther i ever ran to her cryin she said no ... i was like HENG AH.
then i was browsing through my photos and i saw myself in the toilet !!! with the flash in the mirror !! I WAS LIKE TOTALLY FREAKED OUT !!!!!!
then i woke up again .. this time REALLY WOKE up .. and found out tht i was in a dream's dream ...
holy ... i double checked ... luckily no pictures .. im so afraid of my own toilet now .. tht i always pin my hair up exposin my forehead ..
exposin wad they call ' yang qi '
able to protect myself from evil .. or wadever .. lol
anyway .. i feel better now .. after talkin bout this ... i dont bring my phone into toilet no more .. even if i did .. i will put camera lens faced down ..
well .. today was my dad's birthday .. HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY !!
went to pizza hut for lunch .. ate pretty full.. passed him the present..
can you tell whether he liked it ?i think so .. anyway ... just wanna say .. even tough at times i get super angry with you... i still love you alot.
anyway ... came home to pack again .. now chargin new camcoerder and sortin out other things ... workin tmk again .. SIGH .
b.o.r.i.n.g
i'll go have my dinner now ..
rot soon..and ya!! HAMSTERS FOR SALE !!!!
here some photos of my babies...
two baby hamsters... kept biting me .. thts y i had to keep moving my fingers.. nudging them. lol
one of them bit till tired and went to sleep while the other one continued..
uploaded this video took super long..
anyway ... selling them at $5 each.. any buyers ??
one male one female ..
whole family (papa+mama+both babies) going at $15 .
price can be negotiable.
they r just so adorable ... cant bare to part wit them ... but i have to sell them b4 going away !! dam.
tagg me if interested .
LaLaLa & it ends here~ 4:29 AM