NICK !! I MISS U SOOOOOOOOO f**king MUCH !!!
the time is now 3:29am ... n i cant get to sleep ...
just watched finished cold chase on channel5 ... sad story ... that affected my mood ... i came into pack my room afterwards ...
and i suddenly missed me bro so much .. triggered e memories of me great grandma too ...
and i started to cry ...
HAIZZZZ cryin for me bro ....
then i couldnt take the lonliness ..then decided to call jin ... didnt pick up e call .. hiaz .. a few times more and he did ...
scared his balls out he said... it was e first time tht he received a phone call in e middle of e night to hear e other party sobbin ...
well ... i feel better now ... and decided to on me com test me luck to see if there was any connection..
and i was lucky ..
anyway ... m going for a jog ltr ... not sleepin tonight i guess.. TOO EMO..
packin me room ...
haaaaaaaaiiiiiiiiiiiizzzzzzzzzzzz.....
night everyone.
ta~
LaLaLa & it ends here~ 12:28 PM
oh man oh man..
i think im gonna have to take over me bro to shield e naggin !!
GRRRR .. im like wakin up at 2pm 3 pm daily ...
i wake up .. slack on e couch ... help out a lil in e kitchen to prepare for lunch .. then wait for the food to be ready .. eat le .. slack on couch again ..
omg ...
then not long later .. i asked my mum if i could use the com today ..
and you know wad she said ??
she said : " you becomin like nick ... wake up only wan use com .. wan follow his footsteps ?"
and im like ... '' ??? huh ?? what the .... nick not here so come bomb me ''
then WAR already ...
all she doesnt want .. is me to use e bloody com .. she's afraid i might be like me bro ..
but hello mum ?? im only usin it for bloggin and other stuff .. not GAMES ...
then she tells me .. i wake up so late .. slack on the couch .. if not i'll ask for e com ... but im like ..MUM ... DO U KNOW EVEN KNOW Y I WAKE UP SO LATE ?
BECAUSE I HV NTHIN TO DO AT ALL !!
why would i wanna wake up early for ??
cant watch the f**kin tv ...
cant use e f**kin com ...
cant go out e f**kin door ...
n now i cant f**kin sleep ?!
like wad else am i supposed to do ?? GRRRR i was like so mad ... and so was she ..
she vacuumed the floor so hard .. breakin things here and there...
and worst of all ... she will rake up bout my past !! like how i would make the same FUCKIN mistake over and over again by getting back wit him ...
HAIZZ .... SIANNAAARRR ...
so angry so sain so emo ...
i dunno wad else to say le ...
curfew 0000
sian ...
ta~
LaLaLa & it ends here~ 7:58 AM
WOW wee .. so many things are happenin ... havent been bloggin for like 4 days..
omg ... okok wednesday .. was my last post =.='' HIAZ all gone.
oh well..
then tht night ..22/4 WEDNESDAY . i was kinda emo and had nthin to do .. so i made a lil camera while watchin tv wit me bro ...
this is wad i started wit.
wad i worked wit ..
wad i finished wit !! ^^
in comparison =]aaahahhahah not bad hey ?? lol .. oh well ...
anw .. the next morning .. went joggin wit me dad =] and realised tht me leg very man !! ahahahahaha
man not ??
then followed by breakfast .. at toast box!!
yum yum
then thursday night 23/4 .. went to have shushi wit my family ... TREAT FOR ME BROTHER ~ before he goes in ..
but i realised tht my bro had toned down ever since the previous night ..
like not talkin much.. so i asked him if he was scared ..
he was like NO .. why would i be ...
so be it ...
here are come still moments captured on tht night ~ =]
waitin for our food~
food came . no time to lose~ LOL
cheese !!.jpg)
ahahahaha someone ate wasabi till she srted cryin~
and we finished in no time . LOLthen afterwards went to tampanies mall to walk around a lil.
and snapped this shot for fun on escalator ...jpg)
ahahahah same pose !!lol . im lame i know ...
anyways ... FRIDAY 24/4 .. ME BRO IS GETTING ENLISTED !! OMG ~hmm then durin e tour .. this are some facilities there ...jpg)
nervous bro .. sadden 
took a ferry~
in the ferry =]
aww .. there there nick .. no need to use the retarded face to cover up your nervousness!!
we arrived 
to pulau tekong
and off he went ... separated from us .. didnt even turn around to say good bye..then afterwards .. we went off for a tour around the camp .. to see e facilities they had... and to briefly explained wad enlistee would be going through ..
first received a goodie bag 
farmer ns men~
FAT ns men .. LOL!!
skinny ns men ! lol !!pityful .. the weather is impossible man !! gosh .. they have to be in suck THICK uniforms ..
*applaud* and i am worryin for me bro .. his skin condition .. really cmi ..
imagine stayin under the sun in layers of thick cloth .. heatstroke .. anyway..
i hope he can take care of himself ..NICK KOR !! IF U REALLY BEUI THAN HOR ~ GO TO MEDICAL CENTRE !! DONT GEH KIANG AHHH !!
laxxin lounge 
swimmin pool ( sun bathin ~ )
accomodation ( 12 beds in a room )
then went to the auditorium to check out some things ...
and this man laid there for hours .. poor display men..
human LIVE model 
some food packed in their bags .. there's maggi !! koka brand summore.they had other branded goods...
soap bar - lux
shaver - gillette fushionetc etc...
then when into a theatre for a speech ... and allowed all enlistees to recite the OATH.
aww .. nice site. goosebums instantly came outafterwards ... we had a chance to join me bro for lunch cum dinner ...
then afterwards he had to be off ~~
sniff sniff*
he didnt talk much .. wonder how was he feeling ...
ns food .then yea ... bout it .. he went off .. and so we were on our way back to e bus->ferry-> car-> home .
tht night .. i was SO SUPER LONELY and emo witout him ..
haiz .. so i decided to invade me parent's room ...
hmmm then e next day .. saturday 25/4 .. went into malaysia to do some shopping !! here's wad i bought...
really cheap and goos stuff there
bought my own first turtle neck !! for franceanyway .. this is a super long post ..
m rushin .. cause gotta chiong to gm house !! witout my brother !!! sian ... haiz haiz ...
i need someone to talk to badly !!
no? i must learn to be independant .... SIAN
well yea .. will blog again ..
ta~
and ps .. jia . lazy to join you guys today ,.. =] next time ba ~ thks
LaLaLa & it ends here~ 2:06 AM
omg omg omg omg omg ... i accidentally deleted the whole folder of my family and friends !!
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OMG !!!! WAD THE FUCK HV I JUST DONE !!!
ITS ALL GONE ALL GONE !!!
URGH !! DAMMMMMMIITT WTF DID I JUST DO?? WHY WAS I SO CARELESS??
ALL MY COUSINS MUM DAD BRO MYSELF... AH MA TAI MA !! ALL GONE !! SHHHHHESSSSSSHHHH!!!
IM SO GONNA BE IN A TERRIBLE MOOD FOR GOD KNOWS HOW LONG...
OMG IM LIKE UPSET ... MAD AND PISSSED...
GEEEEZZZ
ANYONE ??? ANYONE AT ALL HAS ANY IDEA ON HOW TO RETRIVE IT BACK ???
PLS LET ME KNOW !!
oh man oh man oh man oh man....
SHIT.
LaLaLa & it ends here~ 1:21 AM
YESSAR .. it finally rained...
cooled down a lil .. had a good night's sleep ..
anw .. i just realised.. tht me bro is gettin enlisted this friday ...
SAD SAD SAD .. and i checked out his blog ... he said that we should hurry up and go to france !! like WTH HAVE I DONE ??
lol .. but its mostly because of me parents being overly paranoid...
ANYWAY ...gonna send him a treat before he goes..
going to tampanies for our much loved SHUSHI!! ahahahah of course i would not be e one payin...
hmm .. WHAT ARE MUMS AND DADS FOR ??? LOL!!! ahahahhaha
opps...hee hee
well i today .. went swimmin wit me bro at 5pm ... asked him to press e 5o cent child ticket ..
cause nobody would check ..
lol .. but the two of us were HUMJIKIAS ... whahahahahha like jia.. mix too much .. hormones e same...
LOL
then swam bout an hour only.. it was packed.. and i was GOGGLELESS .. my eyes started to hurt ... and body was aching ..
so we headed back .. walked past 178 .. and stopped there to bball.. lol. underneath me clothes were swimmin toggs !! ahahahha felt weird sweatin in it..
anyway ... there's nthin must to type .. i guess i shall stop here.
tml have lessons ... SIANZZZZZZZZ
see y'all
ta~
LaLaLa & it ends here~ 7:45 AM
HELLO ALL ..
im not schoolin but hey ! im in ngee ann ! WHY ?? god knows..SOMEBODY WANTS ME TO ACC HIM TO HIS FIRST DAY AT SCHOOOOOOL~~~~~~
lol ... im so super bored... now in/at *OUR SPACE~
surfin the net ... playin l4d .. couldnt find Cs..
anw .. im improving like hell man !! highest number or kills and HEADSHOTS.. awesome.
ahahahhahahaha well .. i hv to slack here till 5pm plus plus.. and i dont know wad to do .. so alone ..
so sianz..
waitin for him to pop by here and there during his break ..
anw i changed my blog's song .. sounds so emo..
but i just like the calmness of this song.. SWEET.
anw .. he's finally here ..
ITS TIME TO EAT!!
ta~
LaLaLa & it ends here~ 3:52 PM
OMGGGGG ..
the weather lately totally sucks man !!! its so FREGGIN' HOT.
i tot it was going to rain actually tonight .. but NO.. lol
anw.. i think me blog is dying ... LOL ? so quick ... ahahaahhahahaha
many things happened again ..
i didnt know where i last stoppped...
anyway .. hmmm few days ago ..friday ?? i went bugis in e morning wit me family and gm to e temple.. afterwards met up wit jia and meihong.. b4 tht did some EMO ALONE shoppin...
dunno who made me wait so long~
shopped till night and then met up wit shan..
didnt get to catch aaron KWOK performin..
missed it*
then afterwards shan suddenly suggested tht we went to town to catch a midnight movie...
at e stairs
BUT jin was already on his way to send me home ..
i was PANICKIN at tht moment honestly ..
then clamly he understood my situation .. and took a turn back home ...
he got lost on his way .. and took bout 3hrs to get home ...JIN !! THKS MAN !! I REALLY APPRECIATED IT LOADS !! AND SORRY THT I HAD TO SEND U BK HOME LIKE THT !!
for u* PS WORRwell.. it was shockin tht he took it calmly ... expected him to be pc.. but not at all .. i felt totally bad.. GOSH.
i'd promise i'd make it up to him SOMEDAY .. lol.
anyway... caught 17 again!! awesome movie.. ZAC is super hot !!
hmmm then afterwards took a night rider to shan's place.. followed by a taxi.
reached out 5am ??
hmmm went to bed soon after i took me bathe..
then , SATURADAY!!
went out wit wendy and gang !!! LOL
got treated to cafe cartel .. ate pork ribs!!THANKS ALOT YOU GUYS !! IT WAS REALLY SWEET.wendy
and i had loads of fun !!thank u also for the lovely card...
ruisi
lihui
dear~
donald
derrick
=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=] i really enjoyed e day.
here r some pics we took..lol.. and i took e effort to position e ribs back !! LOL
after ! ^^
anw.. then shan and jia came over to sleep ..
hmm thts about all .. pretty rush ..
GTG CURFEW !!! =.=''
*CURSE U STUPID POLICY!! *
aww .. was bored just now ... so i tried out shan's dress.. she left it at my place..
SORRY SHAN. i was just curious..
how does it look?? LOL
she couldnt fit into it.. so she wants to sell it..
and i was thinkin ........ hmmmm should i?? LOL
thts all
ta~
LaLaLa & it ends here~ 12:13 AM
