oh gosh...
i wanna cry now.
its so sad tht halloween is NOTHING around my area.
i mean, it was too late to participate anyway by the time i got home.
sad.
But in the day i managed to see kids in thier cute costume attires.
and sad to say, i didnt snap any shots!
wasted =(
BUT. in the malls and hypermarkets , they decorated the place with webs and baloons and all.
AT least it was there.
i was just browsing FB, and waaaaaahhh saw halloween uploads.
so JEALOUSSS =S
sad sad sad, i wonder how my cousins celebrated it. must have been awesome!
SHUCKS!
anyway, came home and watched a movie with wenie through the night.
watched ORPHAN.
holy dolly.
tht shw is so full of airheads!
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
so angry throughout the whole movie.
then it was like mornig at his side ? and he had to go to bed.
well yeah
so im here bloggin with my horrible horrible horrible neck ache.
AHH GOSH.
it hurts =(
sobsobsobs.. its been going on for DAYYSSS .
i wonder whyy.
anyway, im super tired.
i'll blog about today, tomorrow !
so seee yaa!
& 0ut ?
TA
LaLaLa & it ends here~ 4:08 PM
Hee hee hee did i scare u ?!
i hope i did !
muahahahahahahaah !! Halloween is just round the corner !
so exciting !
its either gonna be super cool , or super quiet.
anyway, i wish i was in Singapore for this Halloween.
well at least i getta have fun with my lovely cousins and take loads of pics !
heeheehee.
WELL anyway. friday, seems to be kinda rough for me ?
had a little tiff with my queen, ARGH hair and all again, but i left her some porridge and a note.
so things are kinda okay now.
& during the day had little issues with SOMEONE.
emo emo emo emo, fun ah ?! >=(
grrrrr~
but we're cool now. i guess?
ANYWAY ! queen went over to neighbours house along with this other housewife, auntie Elaine!
and i had to babysit her son !
ahahhahahaha he had to do his maths !
and i had to be his teacher ! which i kinda failed to do so.
but bright child he is =D
he managed to finish wad i asked him to do.
and he requested if he could play CS with my lappy.
just then wenie and i were webbing .. so i asked if he wanted to join us.
and so , it was... an 11 yr old VS a 17 yr old.
ahahhhaha but for an 11 yr old. he's not bad really =)
just tht he's a little hyper !
check out his reactions!
* u should go manually pause the music ! tskk =) *
ahahahahah funny funny.
and this other one too ! :
ahahahhahah yeah you sure kicked his arse alright !
wenie was like using a knife and he was spamming a shotgun.
lol
anyway it was fun having him around.
and maybe just a few more hours with him, my laptop would R.I.P alr ._.
everytime he got killed, he would shake my laptop screen and scream WHYYYY !!!
._.''
omg faint. lol
anyway now wenie and him ARE BEST OF FRIENDS.
omg. he talked to wenie like sayin ''add me on facebook plssss =DDDD ''
whahahhaahha kids.
and when he had to go,
he said byebye to wenie like 11 times??
even when he left the house and into the car with his mum alr he was like '' jiejie, help me tell ur friend i said bye ! and ask him add me on facebook ! ''
ahahahah
well yeah, thts pretty much wad happened today.
king was home late, and will be late in days to come.
poor daddy =(
i should refrain myself from irritating him. and try my BEST not to rebell his UNREASONABLENESSSSS at times.
lol
alright! tonight , i was supposed to be watchin a movie !
but kana put-areoplaned.
oh well, i should sleep early tonight anyway.
i needa go town tomorrow to make my travel passsss.
GONNA BE A LONG DAY !
and tml eepheng's celebrating her bday i guess?ANYWAY ~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY EEPHENG.
I HOPE U LIKE THE PRESENT !! =D
alrighty !
thts all i guess !?
P.S , NECK IS KILLING ME =.=''
& a brb, is foreverrrr =.=''
TA!
LaLaLa & it ends here~ 2:17 PM
heyy everyone !
wow its thursday already !
holly dolly !
just 2 more days to Halloween ! AWESOME JAWSOME !!
ive got my candies ready for TRICK or treat !! =D
awww ~
anyway currently, nothing interesting is happening in my life.
ive pretty must toned down from everything...
and i guess i have nthin to post about!
thts kinda sad.
maybe thts why i have lesser and lesser taggers/readers.
just one tag for the day ? *faint*
lol well anywayy
TODAY was a special day kinda ? =)
shocked shocked shocked.
AND today, ive finally transferred 3GB + of photos to my hdd.
and omg. its still lagging.
or maybe im opening too much tabbs in one window ?
aarghh!!
why is still laggin.
speaking of which. LOL check out my desktop wallpaper !
COOLNESS. heheeheeheee
ok well today, ive FINALLY got serious into revising and getting prepared for sch.
and i told myself to wake up an hour earlier everyday startin today.
so by the 5 of nov. i can wake up at 6am !!
oh man oh man...
i kinda side tracked from studying tonight.
cause one, my table is too small to study and two, my laptop is so temping =x
whahahah but sadly. i have no one to talk to .. and at such a late hour, facebook's not tht active.
BUT somehow , i found myself surfing the net lookin for a christmas blogskin !
ahahahah i cant wait for christmas too!
BUT come to think of it , kinda sad to just have it between the 3 of us this year =(
quiet christmas.
HAHA nvm, a quiet one is fine , better than no christmas.
as long as i get my present !! =D
whahahahahah
awwww~
thinking back the past few x'mases with the HUGE family.
hella fun.
i'll post pics about the past x'mas gatherings we had with the HUGE family at my house bk in singapore!!
excited ! =X
oh well.
nthin else to talk about.
so i shall stop here.
SEE YA'LL !!
& it felt like its been a while. how weird.
TA~
LaLaLa & it ends here~ 3:53 PM
hmmmm.
heyall !
well well well. today's wednesday.
which leaves me 8 more dayss till sch starts.
so many things are on my mind. like im thinkin of the EXTREME O.O
im so afraid to GO and COME back from sch.
so alone T.T
i guess i have to fully charge my ipod and phone.
if only i HAD a psp =x
oh well anyway ....
had a bad night.
had another dream about so and so...
yepp. AGAIN.dreamt tht he finally approached me.
and woke up and was like HUHH just another dream ?
SIGH its so haunting.
well anyway. before lunch i was browsing fb pics with my handphone and stumbled across this pic :
he's my king's elder sister's son's third child. baby boy.
and so i showed my queen...
like '' hey mum check it out , third child already ?!?''
queen was like '' yahh . baby boy.. haha omg hey! he looks like ur tht friend twp eh ''
and i was like '' =.= uhhhhhh okaaaayy ''
and she wanted to see the rest and kept repeating tht he really looked like that so and so.
ARRGHH.
then yeah. after lunch i went to pack my bed and all and came online.
didnt do much.
but today, i managed to send out 1 important email and important 1 post.
to the respective ppl i would like to share my points with.
felt like a heavy load of my chest.
now all im waitin for is just one reply each.
email pulled like 2 weeks now? been thinkin of wad to reply and i finally did.
and tht post pulled from 3 weeks? i dont know.
well hopefully things wont go out of hand =x
ALRIGHTIES.
not really in the fantastic mood to blog long =)
i shall end here .
ta~
LaLaLa & it ends here~ 3:02 PM
BOOMZ ALL !!
finally i feel tht im getting some things done.
currently, im uploading pics onto fb.
WITH THE SIMPLE UPLOADER.
what to do ? 5 by 5 . ARGH. its taking forever !!
oh well. slowly then. i have the time !
and im sorting out the folders in my comp already ! NEAT-ING in the process.
LOL. happy happy =D
SO BOOMZ !
anyway. im back on my seat !
no longer lazingg on the bed to use my comp.
realised tht the past 5 posts... ive been on my bed using my comp.
ahahahahahah its no wonder my boobs feel smaller/flatter and more compressed.
=xxXxXxx
tskk tskk.
im multi taskin !
SO BOOMZ !!
im currently :
1.) uploading pics onto fb
2.) bloggin
3.) snacking on salsa dip chips.
4.) chatting
5.) sorting comp folder .
6.) replying emails.
buahahahahah proness !
woot woot !
~ ~ 23 mins later ~ ~
AHHAAHHAAH i realised tht i cant multi task ! LOL
i just realised ! tht using internet explorer instead of mozilla firefox WORKS IN UPLOADING !!
WHOO HOO !! (Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)
BOOMZ!
ahhahah okok so im almost half done with my fb thingy.
im left with my dad's account. SHEEESH.
okok well.
HMMM i wanted to talk about something today...
but i cant seem to remember.
ok well anyway. i'll talk about my queen.
i suspect she's having pms. like seriously.
or maybe she's gonna reach manopause soon ._.
i dont know.
She's been so grumpy and so.. URGH.
i cant even explain...
YEAH MAINLY IS CAUSE OF MY HAIR. SO SHINGZZ of her...
ZZzZzZZzZZzZ
i pick them up yeah i do i do i do .
and she just HASS to come into my room for GOD KNOWS wad reason.
and she sees 1 , 2 strains of hair??
which to her is an absolute EYESORE.
and so , she takes maskin tape AND STICKS EM UP HERSELF IN MY FACE WHILE I USE THE COMP.
tell me u guys. how SHINGZ is tht huh ??
ARRGHH , YES IM GUILTY ~
oh man i cant even describe how shingz this is.
then then, im in my room, and she shouts out for me ...
for instance:
king is home and i KNOW IT.
and she will shout out for me '' JOYYY, DADDY IS BACK''* cause i have to answer the door and greet him, help him take things in *
and i reply from my room '' yeaaahh okayyy ''
and just 3 SHINGZ seconds later she goes '' JOYYYYY , DADDDY IS BACKK ''
and i go louder saying '' YESS MUM , I KNOW I KNOW , IM COMING ALREADY '' (urhhh, *rolls eyes)
lol can you guys imagine ?
i mean like really... im using the comp. at least give me more than 3 secs to react and get out ?
ZOMGGGG so shingzzz =.=
another scenario. dinner time too i face the same thing =.=
and and and... u know how my queen is. she mops and vacuums the floor every 2 days.
and i really really really hate it when she has to do tht every other day.
i wish i aint in the house at all!
cause, i get so stressed. like im worried tht another strain of my hair might have CONTAMINATED her ground. and when she mops and seees one, she gets THAT much more SHINGZ up.
which hello ?? aint really my fault?
she may say she's not angry , but GEEEZ LOUISE man ! its in de airrr yo ?!
kill me with your tension my queen !
yadayadayadaa..
what can i say ?
or maybe its just me, i dont know. but really...
i feel tht she's pissed when she mops the floor.
and to me im thinking. since ur so pissed. why mop ?
yahh i may sound like a bad unfilial daughter tht aint helping out with chores but seriously..
not every other day.... maybe at least 3 days once ?
i'd rather her ask me to mop. at least i wont show tht angerr .
HAYAH ! dunno how to explain to you guys. lol
one word :"SHINGZ !!"but sometimes. when life is really shingzed up for me.bwuahahahah this word is kinda nice to use. lool
isnt it the new ' IN ' word in singapore now ? whahahahah coolness miss singapore !
okok anyway. another thing i wanna talk about.
im sure you guys have all seen or heard this word b4 : -----> FML <----- yepp FUCK MY LIFE.
very commonly used i seee?
at times. i really really really wanna use this word. cause its totally the right and most appropiate word to use when things are shingz up in life.
but, something's stoppin me from using this very interesting word.
CAUSE, as me. i believe in karma? or retribution? or i dont know. more to these kinda things.
well my point is....
its like. when u say something. it happens.
or when u think of something, it happens..
dont understand?
erm erm.. okok its like...
eg.
i say : HAYAH WONT ONE LAH, WON SO SUAY KANA CHECKED TICKET ONE LAH.
and pop ! the ticket aunty is here to check ur bus/train ticket.
or, in a mall... u see a kid playin around with the trolley.
and u think to yourself : omg, if he continues to play, he might get injured.
and tadah ! he falls and injures himself.
kk you guys roughly get my idea ?
well yeah..
at times like how i said. i wanna say out loud : FUCK MY LIFE
but come to think of it... if i do say fml.
i might lose everything tht i could have had in life?
like. i consider myself luckier than some other kids in singapore.for one, i have a happy tgt family
a stable family
im healthy and able bodied.
i get to travel to loads of countries.
i have parents who love me
and friends who are there for me
i have lovely cousins.
i have almost everythig i want?
etc etc.. the list goes on.
and so, despite having all these in my life. i still choose to say FML.
there's a possibility tht i might lose everything tht i currently have .. and THEN really FML.
what can i say ?---> FMCL ? <---
fuck my current life ?
but no ? i only have one life ? and its the current one im living. which = to FML too.
so its still a no no word for me ?
and gosh... i think. wad else should i say ?---> FTVMOML ?? <---fuck this very moment of my life?
WHAHAHAHHAHAH maybe i should use tht ehy ?
eg :"WAH SEHH DAM PISSED WITH SO AND SO MAN !! FTVMOML !!"
ahhahahahah not bad ! maybe i should use it . buahahahhahaha
omg and i realised tht i just typed out one BOMMMZING LONG POST !!
hee hee heee no pics !
hmm i wonder how many ppl are actually reading this wh0le chunky wordy post.
IF ITS YOU , PLEASE LEAVE A TAGG ! i wanna know =D
and also , give some suggestions , wad else can i use instead of FML.
TYTY !
whahahahahhaah omg omg omg .
i cant stop typing !
what a habbit !
oh yeahh , tonight, while i was in the shower. i was thinkin of gettin a tattoo for myself.
LOL ! bad ass !
tee hee. naahh , im just dreaming.
anyway if i did get one. wad pic or word and where should i ?
i shall dream about it tonight.
ive blogged early tonight.
gonna go head on with my king's fb prof.
SEE YALL !
& i havent done my situpss ! tskk 9 more daysssssss
TA !
LaLaLa & it ends here~ 10:31 AM
heyy all ~
despite having THIS :
practically for the whole day...
i realised tht things have been lookin up for me somehow.
ONCE again. i didnt get to sleep well last night. URGH. sleep at like at 5 ?? and woke up at 7 ? and went back to sleep at 8? and woke up again at 11 ?
ahhahaha messed up.
well anyway. check out my hair:
its gettin longer and longer and longerr and harder and harder and harder to maintain too !
just some random zhiliian pics of myself i took today...
teeheee
HMMM.
and i realised. tht my mood has been on and off for the week.
i made a chart.
so take a look:
crazy shyt huh.
its like. on and off on and off.
m i suffering from depression or something ? 0_o ?
naaah. dont think so..
but hey ? the chart's arrow is going up... i hope it'll hit EXCELLENT by the end of this week?
=)
im glad things worked out. SO FAR~
thank god.
& also thank fb's god.
for the assurance.
OKAY today !LAPPY IS STILL FOOOXING
ARRGHHH !!!
K!! ANYWAY !!
highlight of the day.
went to neighbours house ! to share some halloween sweets with the kids !
and OMG ! my queen opened my packet of keke !! SHE MISTOOK IT FOR WANG WANG!!
WAH HENG SAI I SAW IT AND STOPPED HER.
bwahahahahah.
BUT ME BIG HEART ! I SHAREDDDD =D
kk i took some pics !
here ! :
CUTE RIGHT ?
its like one BALL OF FLESHY FLESHY MEAT.
the last pic was taken while holding her...
AWWW I COULD HOLD HER ALL DAY LONG.
anyway i got home full of her baby scent.
SWEEET ! =)
oh yeah random pic !
soo cool. from cheapest to most expensive.
i just bought the most extreme left one this week.
20 ++ sing.
hoodie with fur inside to keep warm.
awwww~
thanks highnesses !
okok im past curfew. WAY PAST.
stoppin here !
donald. im sorry i forgot. anyway here i shall just write anyway.JIA YOU FOR YOUR O LVLS ! U CAN DO IT !! GAMBATEH !and hoong. GET WELL SOOON. ( AGAIN )
negative plus negative = positive, HOPEFULLY !!
teehee
TA ~
LaLaLa & it ends here~ 3:03 PM
I've
practically
been
sighin
all
day
long.
Today's sunday.
marks the end of a weekend.
how sad?
i have only 10 more days... to prepare myself.
BUT.
i cant seem to focus on anything i do.
today:
papercut myself.
superglued my own fingers.
slipped on wet floor.
and tripped over wire.
im wearing smelly shirt.
tell me. am i gonna die soon ?
hopefully not.
anyway. day light saving starts today.
i get an extra hour to the day.
meaning. i will lagg singapore 7 hours now, instead of 6.
its weird how one day. u can just tune all your clocks to an hour earlier.
kinda not adjusting it?
it will also mean... my curfew will be pulled later.
and sch will start earlier ?
i dont know.... its confusing.
well anyway ...
the tightness in the chest is back. s-t-r-e-s-s-e-d.
didnt get to sleep well last night.
had an awful dream...
lost one of my front tooth. and tht i didnt look pretty no more.
kinda relieved to wake up seeing my tooth still intact.
and. today
my family mistaken that today was halloween already.
and so we got ready our sweets to greet the kids at the door...
but sadly, or rather, hengly that it wasnt today.
cause if it was today... the day would be wasted cause of my mood.
well anyway...
i wanted to read back on one conversation i had earlier.
but the system wouldnt let me.
i tried to open the convo 11 times. and it hung on me 11 times.
and so i gave up. maybe i shouldnt read it...
had little company in the night. thank you?
once gone. was left alone to face the night again as usual.
went broswing fb vids.
some i dare not watch. cause it might be last minute shocker videos tht could kill me 0_0
and some. really funny...
and also .. some, extremely touching.EMOEMOEMOEMOEMOEMOEMOEMOEMOEMOEMOand a tummy ache just had to rub it in.
so i just laid on my bed. and stonned at my starry ceiling.
and thought about EVERYTHING thts happened and is happening.
really too much. i dont even know how to react. i dont even know what to think. i dont even know what ive done. i dont even know whats gonna happen. & i dont even know what i should do...But, somehow. im confident that everything's gonna be alright.
i suppose so.
then started thinkin bout some other useless things.
*flash*flash*
not able to type it out. bloggin has its restrictions i guess?~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
advice of the day:" Nothing is really over until you stop trying. "
GODs message:You've been worrying too much about the future lately. So tonight, go ahead, put your faith in God, and just have a peaceful evening and a restful sleep.
to trust facebook or not to trust facebook?
i dont know.
but. i trust my magic 8 ball.
i asked the question 3 times.
and 3 times it didnt reply a definate answer.
1.) reply hazy, try again.
2.) concentrate and ask again.
3.) cannot predict now.
whatzxzxz this.
urgh. vexxxxxxxxxxxxxed.
kk i should stop here before i type on non stop.
AHHH ! bad post !
sorry u guys !
oh yeah. chai yit hong. get well sooon.
i didnt forget this time round =)
& no worries.
TA~
LaLaLa & it ends here~ 2:35 PM
LaLaLa & it ends here~ 2:35 PM
LaLaLa & it ends here~ 1:57 PM
LaLaLa & it ends here~ 4:59 PM
hey everyone.
LaLaLa & it ends here~ 2:37 PM
Hey,
LaLaLa & it ends here~ 3:30 PM
LaLaLa & it ends here~ 1:23 PM
Its Just Gonna Be Another Hauting Night.
for the past 45 minutes...
i've been stonning at the conversation i had with a friend earlier...
what she said really set me thinking through the night..
somehow, i really really really wanna type out how i feel about certain issues...
but .. i cant ...
not here.
i just wanna explode. and blast into a million pieces and vanish from this world.
anyway..
i totally respected what ever she said...
but, here's how i feel:somethings...
are really beyond my control ...
i didnt ask for it to happen.
it aint the same situation.
and sometimes....i find it rather unfair.
i dont know why im being pointed at.
now tht it happened.
i was the reason he was emo...
he too, was the reason i was emo ...
u felt helpless tht he was hurt.
i too, felt helpless & useless tht i allowed him to get hurt.
he's lucky to have u as a friend.
u are lucky to have him as a friend.
but, not my luck anymore.
things didnt go right...
and sometimes i wonder.. is it really my fault ?
i dont know...
SIGH.
anyway... this was all in the past.
im already trying my best .
im holding back as much as i can ...
at least, feel for me will u?
but thank you for coming forward to voice out.
i admire how you handle things.
and dont worry ... ive learnt my lesson.
dont know if this post is offensive one, or a decent one.
hopefully u won flip.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
oh gosh oh gosh ...
sucky night....
i really wished my pig was here with me...
at least he'd hear me out...
SIGH.
anyway... i have another issue on hand now.
salvaging in progress.
im thinkin and thinkin and thinkin and thinkin...
and it kept me up all last night...
oh gosh... im so tired.
i need sleeep...
im gonna start school already man...
RAWRR ... what have i done??
im feelin so vexed. so confused. so all over the place.
what shall i do ?
& where were u...
ta.
I Wont Let History Repeat.
i hope i won't...
no .. not for the same reason...
ta~
14 days . I HAVE 14 DAYS.
im feeling RANDOM tonight !RANDOM topic 1:
HEY all ! omgzxzxzxz i have 14 more days to sch opens !
SHUCKS ! 2 weeks O_O to get in as much vocab in french as possible !
omg !! im gonna have to make the dictionary my bedtime story book alr ._.
i needa start being a good girl too !
i have gotta tune my body clock . UHH~
kinda planned out my timetable already.
sch's 9-5 . wake up 6am. reach home 7pm !
study till 1030pm ! sleep !
YES I SUPPOSE THAT IS GOING TO BE MY LIFE.
ai yai yai.
RANDOM TOPIC 2:
today's class was okay.
i realised tht today was the only day tht i totally gave my full attention.
pourquoi?
BECAUSE i wanted to absorb a.m.a.p !
suddenly become so kiasu after enrollin into a school.
die die much learn a.m.a.p, so i can have a head start on 5 nov!
ahhh !! im gonna have to start studyin intensivly tomorrow !
JOYYODDA !! GAMBATTEH !! YOSSH~
RANDOM TOPIC 3:
the show BABY BONUS on channel 8 sucks.
cant help but i seriously wanna slap that felicia chin...
LOL !! just comments. i know she's acting. TSK !!
RANDOM TOPIC 4 :
My legs still hurt.
walkin to class today was awful.
and now, my legs are numb.
and im scaling OMG !!
RANDOM TOPIC 5 :
foooxing hell. i really gotta organize my lappy.
its laggin like no tomorrow !
but tht stupid facebook wont let me upload any pics !
goddammit ! its draggin way too longgg...
RAWRR ~
BONKERS !!
RANDOM TOPIC 6:
WAH SEHH. i realised i have to do loads of things b4 i start sch.
- read up the dick.
- practise up my own work.
-download more songs.
-finish up zhong rongs design. **
- do up something for abu ( requested ) omggzxzxz
-PACK LAPPY
-make a card for my teach **
-reply emails.
-update king and i's facebook.
and i think thts about all i can think of now.
14 days more !! OMGZXZXXZX busy busy. STRESSED !!
RANDOM TOPIC 7:
i suddenly wanna go east coast park to skate with any one friend.
i wanna go have shushii at tampanies.
i wanna eat lua mai kai.
i just wanna hang out at your place.
i wanna go on cruising/anywhere overseas with my dear ~
i wanna go genting with my close mates/cousins.
i wanna join in my class chalet this dec =(
i wanna have a chalet of my own.
i wanna have a bbq session !
i wanna play basketball with my bro !
i wanna do so many stuff today.. no idea why...
how sad =(
& i wish i had talent to sing and dance...
RANDOM TOPIC 8:
i've finally untangled my tangled hair tht has been tangling for the past week.
it took me 20 mins.
and here's how much hair i loss...
all this ... in 20 mins.
tell me, should i be worrying ?
i seriously think i should.
we grow 1 cm of hair per month.
and i dropped off in 2o mins, 100+ strains of some 45 mnth length's hair.
tell me... im balding already.
SIGH *depressed*
...
RANDOM TOPIC 9:
today. queen had a little chat session with my dear.
AWWWW~
queen FACINATED BY INK MESSAGES.
amazed and laughed at every stroke that she made.
honey li ! i misss you LOADS !! cant wait to see you this saturday ! WOOPEE !
RANDOM TOPIC 10:
TENGSIJIA :
this is the reason why i cant do wad you did on your dp !
sad case :
there's already a human on the bike. cant use as prop !okay i shall cut the crap.
anyway...
there are still some things that i really cant stop thinking about.
what shall i do?
(a very unglam pic of me wearing me big bro's pri 5 pjs , i know. lol )
& i wanted to say something ... but i forgot.
anw. HALOWEEEN IS COMING !! WOO HOO~
TA!
Not Really In The Mood To Blog.
Today, i cant seem to walk.Today, the day was short.
Today, i skipped breakfast/lunch. cause.
Today, i let my pet go.
Today, i found a friend online.
Today, family discussed school.
Today, loads of things were on my mind.
~then~
Tonight, its cold.
Tonight, im in my pjs.
Tonight, its lonely.
Tonight, im missing something.
Tonight, will soon be over.
~Overall. It Was A Dead Tuesday.
goodnight & goodbye.
Oh Dear , And It Really Hurts To Walk.
WARNING ! THIS IS ONE SUPERR LONG POST ! HEY everyone.
gawddd. there are so many sickos on fb.
one michelle tan. and now one mehmet can?
like what the fooz. talkin about verbal sex ? oh please. horny mustards.
gawd. entertain yourselves please.
I COULDNT BE BOTHEREDDDDDDDDD.
== i should really delete them.
well anyway.
lately, im getting super lazy. AHHH !! thts no good.
check out my room :
SEE i dont bother to pack my bed anymore !
WHY ?? NO IDEA !!
just two days ago. i wore to class what i slept in the previous night.
Just wore a jacket over =S
AHHAHAHA
then last night. i wore my jeans to sleep. and today, i just woke up and topped on my shirt and went out.LAZZ CHAMP ! JOYYODDA !
heeeheee . well i guess maybe its so cold tht i dont wanna expose my skin to the air.
or dun wanna take off the cloth on me tht is already warm.
god knows. well anw. im infering tht singapore is like super hot now ?
was browsing fb and happened to scan statuses complaining about the weather in singapore.
awwww~
SINGAPORE ! TSK ! i better enjoy the weather here. i only have 2 autumns 2 winters 2 springs 2 summers to enjoy.
well ok enough of crap. TODAY .
my royal family took a train cum tram down to my sch! for a briefing ?
AND WAHH LONG COMPLEX JOURNEY. sobs.hello lonely voyages.now i miss singaopre ... so easy . SCAN SCAN. TOOT TOOT. DOO DOO.
and vwahlah ! you've reached !
i felt so outta place already takin the public transport.
even with my highnesses with me....
OMGOSH !! THEN ON 5 NOV ! I GONNA BE ON MY OWNNN O_O
foooooz it!! alone on the first day of sch. DAMMIT =(
i wanna cry now. i wish i had some company with me..... BOO HOO.
at least in singapore still can sms or call anyone when bored.
@#$#$^@#%$!@~#%#%^ RAWRR~
kk crap.
AND SO, THIS IS THE NAME OF MY SCH:
went in and had a super long briefing with the person incharge.
found out tht 50+ candidates applied for this DIPPA course.
but only selected 10 got in.
SO I ASSUMING THT MY CLASSMATES ARE GONNA BE SOMETHING HEY ?
GOOD GAME JOY !
well anyway. one thing good...
my classmates come from all over the world.
neat huh ? heard tht there is one from CHINA O_O
we'll see ...
then the person in charge yabbers on and on about terms and conditions, rules and regulations.
OMFG !! so stressed already.
he told me about what he will expect. and ALL THOSE SHIT.
makin me DREAD SCHOOL ALREADY.
AWW really dam @#$$#%#$!@% sia ! i cant explain the whole story...
one word.INTENSIVE.heard tht i have lesser holidays than the normal students !! AHH !! SHIT !! NO SUMMER HOLIDAYS TOO ?? WTFISH ?!?!
ai yai yai . well hellloooo HELL.
then yeah ... talked alot. signed alot. and freaked out alot too.
and we went to browse around the whole sch.
kinda run down compared to singapore. LIKE DUH
but its not bad comparing the other schs ive seen so far...
oh gawd. &
STUDENTS THAT WALK PAST JUST KEEP STARRING AT ME @.@
like wth. im asian. so what =.=
IM AISAN. NOT ALIEN.
BOO HOO HOO =(
anw. im given a choice whether id like to stay in a hostel . 3 girls to a room . AHH dangg. should i ?
cause the travelling is hella mafan.
BUTZXZXZX i cant have the luxury like it is at home. and worst of all. WHAT IF I HAVE TO SEPERATE WITH MY LAPPY ?
OH MY GOURD. cant thinkk. SHITS !
what shall i do ? tell me what shall i do?
LUNCH BREAKS FOR 1 hour. WOW WEE! compulsary eating in the canteen. CAUSE ITS PAID ALREADY. i cant NOT eat. if not i'll just be throwing my king's money away.I DONT WANNA BE CONSTANTLY STARRED AT.I DONT WANNA MIX IN THE CANTEEN WITH THE OTHER STUDENTS.anyway ... tht person in charge is actually one of the teachers ! OMG ! and i was yawning all the way through his briefing. AND HE SPECIFICALLY TOLD ME ABOUT HOW IM GONNA BE GRADED.
I DONT WANNA BE THE CENTRE OF ATTRACTION.
I DONT WANNA FEEL OUT OF PLACE.
I DONT WANNA FEEL UNEASY.
I DONT WANNA BE SEEN AS '' oh, she's under DIPPA . new noob! ''
I DONT WANNA I DONT WANNA I DONT WANNA KNOW WAD I WANNA SAY. CAUSE I DONT KNOW WHAT ELSE I WANNA SAY AND I WANNA MAKE THIS PARA SOUND COOL BUT I FAILING TO DO SO. OK ENOUGH.
wad attendance. punctuality, motivation. ATTENTIVENESS etc etc....GOOD GAME AGAIN JOY! WELL DONE!
SHEEESH. ok nvm i dun wanan complain anymore.... which i already did ALOT.
kk anw... since we were already so far away from our hometown, we decided to make use of the day. and went for a SELF TOUR.
gambled with luck hoping tht we bought right tickets for the right trams and trains for the right direction to the right places at the right times.
LOL ( i think tht sentence was kinda cooly done hey ? XD )
kk anw. pics !
ENJOY ~
ok well in this pic. im cuttin my nails. cause its totally eating into its neighbour toes.
like shoppin halfway stop to cut my nails. like Wa.. WAHH ?? 0_0
heh ! unglam i know.
but we were walkin for ages ! ITS LIKE A NEVER ENDING ORCHARD ROAD. but only buzzier.
WHICH MADE MY FOOT TOALLY WOOD.
anyway, i bought a shirt. not bad =) heeeee. kk
CONTINUE :
ok interrupt !
i love this pic!! :
ahahahah cool uh ? i have loads more i wana upload. budden , its gonna take forever to read.
K CONTINUE :
yepp ! this is cool . its like HOGGWARDS TRAINSTATION. muahahahahah
and its like im in the movies ! WAH DRAMA MAMA!
hee heee !have to part with lover , lover boards train. i cry . train starts moving. i place hand on window. lover places back. i start running. lover starts crying. till train is too fast. and i let go. i slowly decrease running speed. and wave good bye. lonely me. CRIES!
AWWWW !! HUH ??? WUDD EVARR ??!
okok im nuts. lol ....
cause im still feeling the pain in my feet.
it was unbearable this evening. i could hardly walk. PPL LOOK AT ME AS TOUGH I HAD WALKIN DISORDER.
im not exxagerating. but seriously, i was really limping. and walkin DAM SLOWLY .. i bet if you see me walk. you can FEEL and imagine the pain i am going through. no kidding.
believe me. queen saw the way i walked. and she felt pain... and hers started to hurt too. HAH HAH
i initially saw this shoe i wanted to buy on the spot to change cause it was nice and on sale. BUT SAD. no size.
then yeah . got on the train and here i am back home.
OH YAH . we had kfc for lunch like wow ? SUPER EX.
then this incident happened in the toilet.
i thought it was a ladies toilet. so i kinda lifted up my shirt and showed my queen : hey mum , see three layers sia i wearing today ! no wonder not cold !
THEN WTH A MAN COMES IN !!
SUPER PAISEHH LAH !! I DIDNT KNOW WHERE TO BLODY HELL HIDE MY FACE.
i show you how it looked :
dam awkard. cause mum went into the toilet already.. and there he was waiting and there i was stonning. LOL
he didnt know tht it was out of service...
then he waited. WOAH then the atmosphere DAM AWKWARD.
i told mum : eh mum, wo zai wai mian deng ni ok? (i wait for you outside ok?)
and shes like : bu yao mei mei , zai zhe li deng wo chu lai .(no joy,wait here for me)
then he left eventually.
my queen was afraid tht when i leave the room, wad IF* something happens inside and i dunno. lol
(but she didnt know i was standing outside TGT with him, she tought tht he had already gone in so asked me to wait inside the room)
ok i think too complex for you all to understand. lol nvm ....
OKAY I THINK I REALLY TALKED TOO MUCH.
or maybe im just so eager to blog while i can .
cause when sch starts. I SERIOUSLY SERIOUSLY WONT HAVE THE TIME ANYMORE.
OH GOD !! I HV 2 MORE WEEKS TO SLACK !!
YIKES !!
*STRESSED*
ok and
i sincerely thank those who actually spent time off to read this FULL POST. word for word. (which i highly doubt anyone did.. *but if you did, pls leave a tag!! ty ! =P* )
really im deeply touched....
ITS THE LONGEST POST EVER I THINK ? OR MOST WORDY ONE.
IM SORRY.
anw more pics will be on fb once tht bitch cooperates with me.
TA~