SIGGHHHHHHH
bad bad bad bad mooood .__.''
SCHOOOOL WAS BAD.
and when i came home...
wasnt any better.
dam thiss....
and the laggness is makin everything worse -'-
internet EXPLORER will hangg on me every now and then, and i'll have to restart it ~.~
so im back using mozzilla.. the one tht hangs on me every 5 secs.
well, hangin is better than restarting.
SIGHHH school kinda sucksss more now...
no idea why ...
i just feel like im surrounded by a bunch of small kids....
literally childish people, tough they are already 16 and over ._.
well those tht i usually hang out with aint all tht bad.
im cool with the few from turkey ..
and always cool with delsin...
BUT.
at times... i still feeel a little ''urrghh gawwwd'' kinda feeeling towards herr...
but she's really a nice person...
kinda hearted.. and she treats me supa well...
so its pretty mean of me to write anything bad about her..
so i shouldnt. anw nthin bad about her.
shes just a GOOD girl =)
alrightyy ...
i havent been bloggin for a while i guess?
so be prepared to read till your eyes pop out...
but then again, i dont really think there are much ppl reading my blog anymore.
another sad thing...
2 taggers only in like... how many days ?
5 days ?
gosh. well anyway...
i have no one to talk to now.
so dearest blog..
you're all i gott.
im gonna just pour everything out to you regardless if there is anyone else reading this post.
ALRIGHT FIRSTLY.
why does school suck lately?
like i said..
im surrounded by kids ._.
just today ... some idiot took my phone and ran off..
dam i was wearin my heeled boots but heck, i just gave chase...
and i had him cornered hoping tht he will givvup and return me my phone...
but tht idiot just rammed into me and knocked me down ...
and bloody hell ran off..
so, down on my knees i sat there thinkin to myself...
oh my godddd ? is this actually happening ?
am i like back in primary school once again ?
back then, guys would think they are so cute when they'd take off with a girl's item .
WELL CRAP I JUST THINK ITS TOTALLY LAME. like seriously.
dont you still have to return it by the end of the day?
RIDONKULOUS =.=
thanks to tht idiot .. ive got two HUGE BLUE BLACKS ON MY BOTH MY LEFT AND RIGHT KNEES.
AND ALSO~
this other clique of 3 .... are out to disturb me...
why ? cause im asian.
i kinda made my stand .... IM ASIAN . BUT IM NOT LIKE THE CHINA BOY ... DONT MESS WITH ME ASSHOLES -.-
i say tht but seriously.. i cant do anything to warn them.
i'll just have to draw my line clear enoughh and do something about it when they go overboard.
SLAPPED ? yeah i got slapped FOR FUN -.-
TOUCHED ? BASTARDS ... DONT EVEN TRY ...
ARGH.
im feelin so edgy now...
SIGH
WELL ANYWAY OTHER THAN THOSE FEW DIMWITS OF THE CLASS.
SCHOOOL IS FINE :)
i'll share some pics ive taken in school .
and lately, cause of my braces, ive been packin porridge to school...
and everyone is askin why cant i eat...
and i have to repeat my answer again to every single one who asks....
OH WELL.
can suuun bian practise french.
OKOK voici .
for lunch ... in school i took like forever to eat...
but delsin was thr with me . tyty delsin.
and the sweetest thing a friend has done for me ...
she took her portion of sausage just for me.
she cut it into small tiny bits .. and asked me to go with my porridge so i wont get hungry.
awwwww ....
indeed very motherly.
ok more on sch.
random:
my all time fav shirt. reason why im pooor ._.
random walkin home shadow shot
the weeekends.. went to .. err ?
i forgot where...
and we kinda mett familiar faces while doing our groceries.
yes ! its baby colin !
and someone is gettin heavier !
carried him for over half an hour...
and i tell you .. the next dayy.. i could hardly lift my arms up =/
jelly (~*-*)~
then went shoppin store by store...
shirt shoes etc etc..
check out this funky pair i found :
cute huh? its like sneakers... with heels.
unique match.
i was this close to buyin it.. till i thought.. NAHHH
10 euros..
summore the heeels are awfully high.
i might die walkin.
its alright.
i still have 1 and a 1/2 more years to search for my ideal pair of heeled/shoes.
i wanna get a smiliar design as such above for shoes.
and a bag similar to teh LV 'camera bag shaped'.
these two is a must !
okok ...
then at home...
when i was free ...
did up some thingies for cny .
requested by my queen...
did all these on a wednesday afternoon.
shagg.
and random pic:
this is how i eat my dinner .
i spend 10 mins cuttin up everythin tht i wanna eat into small pieces and go with my saggy rice. lol
like i said in my fb status..
i was confident to lose a kilo or two after having my braces on...
BUT NO!
lol im not eatin any lesser.
im eating the SAME AMOUNT. but only at a slower pace D:
sobs.
looks like nthin can stop joy oh from eating huh !
heh.
okok ...
well tonight.
im off moood ...
but not THAT moody anymore.
cause king's on my side =)
queeen said something tht hit me..
which was kinda... UNNECESSARY to sayy like seriouslyy .
king told me on msn ... dun argue. just keep quiet. tml will be fine edy. i want it as well so no worries.
so 2 against 1.
settled.
and once again..
if she thinks its so damm unfair...
GO AHEAD buy something for your own son too ...
im willin to pay for the camera. cause its wad i want. and not wad i need.
FINE .. im not hesitatin at all to fork out the money .
so why give tht reaction then ?!
and if i do get tht camera.. whose the one taking the pics.... ?
ME.
whose the one sorting out all the pictures neatly ... ?
ME.
whose the one who edits pretty pictures which makes you go 'wahhhhh . not bad eh ..... ' ?
ME.
whose the one who updates your facebooks to let you enjoy browsing photos of yourself when free ... ?
ALSO ME.
ME ME ME ME ME.
seriously .. gettin a camera is not totally for myself okayy..
sheeesh.
and stop takin out wadever king has already gotten for me.
i earned my previous video cam with my results LORRR -.-
and the lastest one.. 还不是为了我们的 stay in 法国?
and whose the one bringing the vid cam out..
whose the one taping it.
whose the one sortin it.
whose the one cuttin and editting
whose the one thts gonna burn everything into dvd for you to see in teh future. ME EHH.
aww come on ~ youve gotta gimme a lil credit here man ?
thts why i find it ridiculous.
and she goes on sayinn how unfair it is... tht i get wad i want and nick doesnt...
WELL SO , IF YOUR FEELIN THT ITS UNFAIR FOR NICK .
THEN BY ALL MEANS .
GO AHEAD AND BUY HIM WAD HE WANTSS.
dad supported me on this one cause he wanted tht camera.
yeah cause i mentioned tht i wanted one.
BUT HEY ?
he agreeed cause it is WORTH it.
AND AGAIN! I SHALL REPEAT ! I WILL FORK OUT THE MONEY MYSELFF.
SO PLEASE STOP MAKING THIS AN ISSUE ABOUT FAIR OR UNFAIR -.-
gosh.. thinkin if i was selfish enough.
if i bought tht camera myself...
i will take pictures of ME and ONLY ME and things I WANNA TAKE .
and non of YOUUUSSS.
haaarrrr THEN you will know what a camera is for...
grrrrr
im all worked uppp.
SIGH
yeah she is afterall my mother.
so i shall stop complain like a small spoilt brat now..
but seriously.. she'ss ...
URGH SHUDDUP JOY...
okok shuttup.
ok.
ok ok
WELL ANYWAY.
the camera is a semi dslr.
its seriously my best choice of camera so far.
its not too powerful.. nor is it too simple.
lovvin it~
check it outt ~
(you can ignore the legg one, i was tryin to snap a shot of my blueback but cant really tell. unglam shot. so excuse me :D! )
as i was saying...
im lovvit cause.. i just simply love the function of sweep panorama. (shoot and slide = one long length of image)
and the intelligent auto shots.
focus is superrr.
extreme marco shots.
BEST ^^
and everything else about it.
its kinda like a digital camera ... simple, yet amazing functions...
and wads best !?
its shaped like a dslr.
not any shape. but ADORABLY shaped !
small and handy !
yosh im in love !
but this aint mine.
king borrowed it from a college.
so i could fiddle around with it.
and ive made up my mind.
im gettin it :)
well thts all for tonight.
imba long post.
to those tht read.
thank you so so much =)
i had better get started on my work..
its midnight SHARP already D:
oh yah ! i wanna mention.
that seriously ..
i feel tht i am one hella lucky girl.
and im appreciating every chance i've had so far ... =)
so hopefully luck wont run away from me ^^
i'll blog about this some other time.
its just totally awsome when you come to think of how lucky you are.
and also! i stepped on dogg shit tudayy ~.~
heh lucky? yeahhh.
alrighty !
i shall get goingg ~
its gonna be a long nightt...
& we'll meet again. someday.
TA~
LaLaLa & it ends here~ 6:34 AM
wacky song.. just random link to share... nthin interestin about this song... its more to the dumb no meaning typa song. whahahahahh & songs. they can relate almost everything huh... TA~
click here to check it out~
i heard this while i was in .... pri 2 ? LOL!
a million years ago song.
but its just catchy.
i still sing along with it =)
today is fridayy .... woooos.
and just like that, its gone =(
its saturday morning now as i blog...
230am ._.
im still not sleeping.
well anyway~
for the past few days ive been ratherr emo =/
and when you're emo .... you will tend to have flashbacks of the past =/
which kinda makes you MORE emo...
SIGHHH~
and on top of that.
my DA YEE MAH is here. LOL!
i learnt tht from the 7 o clock shw.
well yeah...
nthin much to blog about ..
i think i shall sleeeep .__.
and i just realised...
that this world is small .
and its friggin amazing how 2 people can meeet one another o.O
yeah im talkin alien.
oh well
NIGHTS~
LaLaLa & it ends here~ 4:49 PM
heyy humans~ i'll blog again on friday... for now... i shall get back to my work... distracted me. oh dear. night ! & sigh. why .. i guess u've finally found ..? ta~
we went down to the city.. Bordeaux...
and there it iss ...
anyway... almost every one walked out with something from lv cept our family.
so this was dinner...
and yeah. tht wraps up last weekend...
and thts all i can remember .....
LaLaLa & it ends here~ 2:19 PM