i hate things that fkin clog up during exam period.
RAWR! >:(
its hard to be optimistic.
i really admire those who are... really.
how i wish i was the blur and slow aunt from the kdrama 'the cruel temptation'
happy go lucky and worry free.
i find her really cute.
and i wonder if thr is such a person living on earth.
her role was some slow-in-the-head type of person.
like she's actually old but she has a mind of a kid.
she's the happiest person throughout the whole show i reckon.
ppl all thr to support her, to take care of her.. and of course understand her.
awwww~
anyway speaking of this show.
my family and i have finally finished watchin this 129 episode drama justt today.
gosh. it was non-stop crying for my queen and i.
=S
well, for queen mainly.
i just cried at some really really touchin parts.
awww this show pulled my moood even lower.
LIFE'S REALLY VULNERABLE AND FRAGILE...
ive past my 18 years. and i wonder what will be in store for me for the years to come.
its scary.
come to think of it... in my 18 years of living,
i find tht when i was pri 3 and 4.
it was the happiest years of my life.
as in no probs wad so ever.
those two years spent in australia were the best.
missing those days ... =(
young innocent and worry free.
AWWWWWW what am i talkin about anyway huh?
i just felt like bloggin.
just wanna 'talk' to someone...
i miss honey li...
how i wish i could just go over to her place just to be with her..
i realised that im such a loner here.
SIGH
blogger.. will u be my friend?
(yes you will)
(:
anyway... i just came bk from my holiday justttt yesterday.
i was kinda excited even till this morning.
but then it kinda died off alreadyy...
exams are just round the corner.
threw away 9 days of my holidays..
im left with just 2.
finish up my homewrk... and study for my DELF.
BUT.
im feeeling so listless...
and i dont know whyy..
GAHH!
its like... i wanna say somethin...
or i wan someone to know ...
but its like.. i just cant spell it out ...
how i wished tht you could read my mind .
i just wanna do well for my delf.
i just wanna feeel HIGHLY supported.
i just wanna focus.
i just wanna give it all ive got.
i just dont wanna be distracted.
i dont wanna be affected.
oh miracle goddess.
lend me a hand will ya?
CHANGE. change is good?
OH DEAR.
im tired... sand is hard to hold.
im heading to bed.
good night.
good bye.
LaLaLa & it ends here~ 9:40 AM
wow wee wow wee~!
bloggin in paris!
currently in ibis hotel!
time midnight!
rushin post cause my internet time's almost up!
sheeeeesh limited hours.
well here to revive my dead blog!
i'll be bloggin my everyday posts in NOTEPAD 1st.
ahahahhaah
then i'll blog once out on the last day of tour~!
joining the tour group tomorrow.
hopefully it'd be a nice group of ppl!
WEEEEE im sharing a room with my queeeen.
YOSH!
stress-less xD
i dont have to sleeep/share a room with a stranger this time round! ^^
aites!
thats all i guess!
and OH!
my jaw is giving me hell! ={
ahahhahahahahahahah
*WHINES LIKE NO TOMORROW*
=X
TA~!
LaLaLa & it ends here~ 2:23 PM
Hey! but seriously . this show makes my blood boil... stupid mother in law. i feeel like slappin her face so bad! stupidd ai li. you had wad ya want.. why screw it up BITCH? poor en cai... dammit! forget about revenge.. just move on with tht sweet man! RAWRRR !! so many shots. so many scenes of misscommunication. accusation and all. and i would just shout at the tv screen saying ' WHY YOU DONT WANNA GO EXPLAIN SIA?!?! grrrr' and king would reply ' because the director said so. ' LOOOL and queen would add on 'if explain edy how can the series dragg till 100+ epis?' ahahahhaah well makes sense. LONG DRAMAS MUST HAVE UNSOLVED PROBLEMS HERE AND THERE TO PROLONG THEIR SERIES HUH ahhahahahahaha my major exams are like nxt month. LOOOOL! JOYAH JOYAH! HELLOBABY CAN WAIT! awwww~ and i wann learn korean so bad! & IVE DECIDED! IM GOING FOR LESSONS WHEN I GET BACK TO SINGAPORE! gosh! there is this LONG list of things i wanna do when im back. YOSHHH! xP kinda loookin forward to my return !! ;D WEEEEE~ but for now! i shall enjoy every moment i have while im still here! awwwwww and OH! skipping doesnt seem to have any effect on me. HOW VERY VERY SAD! LOOOOOL! WOW WEE! its been forever since my last post!oh dear me~ heeheeewell last week has beeen kinda *poooof* for me.hahahhaha i cant really find the right word to describe .. so... yeah?beeeen on 'stage' (attachment) for the whole of last week.attached to a class from the normal school.and boy was it awkward.it made me realise how fast i have to go if i were to enter the normal school this september.well yodda, you have to pull your socks up ! LIKE NOWW!goshh... lately ive beeen spending time watchin Kdrama with my family.
darnnit. its almost impossible to watch just ONE epi a day.THEY ALWAYSS END WITH A CLIMAX!and king would go '来吧！还很早！九点而已！多一个！'then .. '再一个！' ..... 'haiyoo 再再多一个！！'ahhahahaahh till the dead of the night! seeesh!
AND also! ive started on HELLO BABY SNSD! OH NOOOO! im gonna get hooked up =(
WOOOOOOOOOOOsitups as well. lol joy ah joy. nthin seems to work. LOOOOL i was born a pig i guess. =/AHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHAi dont think i will ever slim down . i dont have much drive. LOOOOOLi need something to FORCE me to slim. like errrr. fallin sick and loosing my appetite or something.. or wadever else. LOOLoh well. i'll continue skipping tough . WELL I BELIEVE THAT I WOULD AT LEAST GROW AN INCH OR TWO! LOOLaite aite. i shall stop here. just came here to sidetrack from work. heehee야간 모두들 안녕 ! (annyeonghi jumuseyo) 작별! (jagbyeol)^^
LaLaLa & it ends here~ 2:07 PM
ta.
So just smile and be happy will you? or else, i'll conclude tht ive failed to influence .
If i could transfer all of my energy to you .... I SO WOULD.
LaLaLa & it ends here~ 2:00 PM
but it eventually got too hot. so queen (being alergic to sunlight, LOL) shifted everything into the living room. and we continued from there. whahahahhaah then in the evening, i decided to pain my nails! WEEE! this time with different shades of red! xD
hahahaha actually i wanna follow the concept of dark to light red. but i didnt have tht much colours to choose from.. SOOOOO i just made do with wad i got :D
& NOT FORGETTIN POPCORN AS WELL! :D oh oh oh oh oh oh ! SALTED POPCORN IS LOVED! ^^ BAWAHHAHAHAHAHHA yum yum!
oh dear. POPPING POPCORN IS SO MUCH FUN! :D WHAHAHAHAHAH and they taste AWESOME!! FRESH FROM THE OVEN! WOOT!!
ahahha thts why we decided to pop up both the packets. whahahahhaah they still tasted the same anyway ;D
hahahaha lately ive been eating overdued food. overdued instant pasta, overdued popcorn, overdued yogurt. lol what else? WHAHAHAHAHA hope i dont die soon. lol CHOY! niahahhahaha lol anyway. after popcorn we had fruits! LOL! like yah , as if fruits can help you balance out the 2 packets of OH-SO-UVERDUEDPOPCORN & OH-SO-SALTEDLY-UNHEALTHY-POPCORN.
ahahahahah but its better than nothing. ANYWAYYY CHECK OUT MY BRILLIANT IDEA ! WHAHAHAHAHA XD
AHAHHAHAHAAHAHA inspired by devientart's STRESSBALLS! LOOL! whahahhahaha i wanna get one set so bad but they totally cost a bomb. so i just made do with the grapefruit. awwww poooor mr fruit. im sorry i had to stab a knife into you. forgive me. LOL! someone mentioned tht it looked like youtube's mr annoyin orange. hmmmm does it? i dont see any resemblance. whahahahahha oh well (: ANYWAY! SUNDAY! was clearing my closet day. whahahahahah and gosh. my closet is so freaggin neat now. LOOOL! so proud of myself ^^
ahahahah yeh yeh. i knw i have TONNES of clothes. but i tell ya, 50% of the clothes tht i have no longer fit me. LOL! its tht or they are totally out of fashion. hahahahahah i cleared some of the shirts tht i dont wanna and left it aside. gonna cut them up! LOL! or maybe draw on them... i'll see wad i can do ^^ WOOOOOT! anyway while packin realised tht ive drawn on quite a few of shirts in the past, whahahahh
well obviously not drawn ON the shirt. it was drawn by me. then PRINTED on the shirts. the one on the left is for netball! WEE! and on the right for 3m5! WEEE! and this one below: was drawn about 2 yrs ago? ahahahahah singapore was too effing hot! LOL! cute stitch <3
aahhahahaha yeh yeh, why the hell am i wasting time drawin when im supposed to be studyin huh. looooooool . cant you tell? im trying to sidetrack from studying =/ LOL!
ahhahahahaha drew this because it was gettin late and there werent much 'customers' around. whahahah oh man i missed those times. LOL JIA! remember? we went one corner to illegally set up a store to sell cds and books. LOOOL! awwwwww NOSTALGIA~
cant wait to go back! wonder if things would still be the same. HEH WELLL ANYWAY! back on track, dug out some things from my room! WOOOT WOOOOT! GO GO SL GO GO ! WHAHAHAHAHA awwwwwwwwww . THOSE WERE THE DAYS! BOSSING JUNIORS AROUND! WHAHAHAHAHAH ORGANISING CAMPS! STAYING OVER IN SCHOOL AND ALL! goshhhh. i really shud have enjoyed my sec life more =/
whahahahahhaahaah nice pretty bow thr joy! LOL! AHAHAHAHA wanna thank one of my blog readers. it was so sweet of her of sending this over to me. to think tht im like a TOTAL STRANGER to her... awwwww i mentioned tht i wanted some pretty flower band for my hair before in my previous post many months back. and wow! i cant believe she actually took note of it and actually went around searchin for it! and emailed me afterwards. whahahhaha interesting. but anyway THANK YOU SO SO SO MUCH! :D
& she stuffed in 2 singapore stamps and 3 disney keychains as well. heh tytytysm! heeheee i appreciate it! okok and well the 2nd pic is just random as well. hahahahahah wanna hao lian show off my havianas! WOOOT! cant wait for summer to come !! WEEE! pretty pink sandals! <3 oh yeh ignore the thingy on my knee.. =x did i mention? lol ive beeen skippin lately and err hem... clumsy me.. and SOOOOOOO ive been wearing tht thingy to sch for the past week . GOSH! i literally felt handicapped last week. from the way i walked.. made ppl in the train give up their seat for me! LOOOL! WHAHAHAHAHAHAAH and normal walkin to sch changed from 20 mins to 35. ahhahaha the long long slow stroll to sch... heehee and in sch, having friends automatically helpin me carry my bagg and all LOOOL! wahh life of the injured. best ah (Y) LOL! but anyway, my leg is better now (: AND IM BACK TO SKIPPIN! but at a much much slower pace.. LOL! well. im hoping i'll shed a kilo or two ... but if not, i hope i can at least grow a cm or two. WHAHAHAHAAHAHAHHA =X okok anyway yeh. thts about all tht happen lately. heeheee & something new: ahahahahha check it out!! MY DESKTOP'S WALLPAPER! LOOL! oh dear me. tsk tsk tsk alrighty! i shall end here! HOHOHO! ENDING WITH A PIC OF TAEMIN! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! TA!
hey all !!
wow its beeen a while huh !
i wanna blog a long long post! BUTTT somehow not really in the best of moood!
ahahahhahaha BUT! it dont matter! :D
heh anyway. ITS SPRINGGG ! WEEEEEEEEEEEE
i know i mentioned tht before.. but somehow i just wanna announce tht its SPRING again!! WHAHAAHHAAH
cause its still so cold. COLD AND WET SPRING!with SUPER STRONG WINDS!
holly shit.
our backyard is seriously gettin ransacked by the weather!! =/ahahahhaahha .
heh ive got my swing fully protected this time! PRAYING THT ITS SURVIVE TILL SUMMER COMES!
dam i made tht swing a little too early! wadda waste! ANW. MR SWING! PLEASE HANG IN THERE ! :D
and and i realised tht my cactuses were missing from outside my room window. and i went searchin for it. and lol! pooor two. got blown out into the yard. one of them's lil pot dettached itself ! whahahahhahahaah
just some random pics of the garden (:
1st and 4th , in rain and in shine .
the leaves are growing out pretty quickly! heh
i take photos of it daily.
to actually see the difference.
i'll prolly get them all into one gif and FOOO YOO! the life of a tree. WHAHAHAHAHAH omg tht'll be so freaggin coool! :D
anyway let's just skip to the next day.
which i have no idea which day, BUT! IT WAS THE DAY THT I COOKED PORRIDGE FOR EVREHBODEH! WOOT!
heh eating in the backyard! SUPA! ^^
then then at night! we had dinner.. blah blah blah... went to take our showers and then WEEE! MOVIE NIGHT!!
(the popcorn was overdued by like 2 mnths?) LOL!
here are a few:
thenn thenn. this was drawn during my o lvl period:
whahahahahah then then this other one was drawn during some sunday market event. (we'd book a small spot for 10 bucks and sell our unwanted things) 
LOL! 
well i guess we are all like tht huh. only when you've passed this certain stage of life then think back. WOAH! dam i shud hv enjoyed more back then.. bla bla bla. heh
anywayy going really random now...
LaLaLa & it ends here~ 4:25 PM
Childish disease attacks mentally challenged boy.The happening.His only ability : to speak.His only weapon: the mouth.Verbal accusation .Verbal assult.Um..? my conclusion?Big muscles small brain.I could use a mirror.The end.TA
LaLaLa & it ends here~ 2:04 PM