LaLaLa & it ends here~ 11:18 AM
im holding on cause of you.
bothered by a million thoughts.
im too afraid of whats in the future.
choose to trust.
brace up.
hug a pillow.
goodnight, goodbye
LaLaLa & it ends here~ 12:42 PM
hey blogger.
firstly, i'll apologize, for not updating u on a regular basis.
being back here in singapore has been a roller coaster ride for me.
i tend to look back alot at the times i had back in france and i STILL cant get over the fact that im actually back.
SIGHH~
my boxes arrived about 2 weeks ago and TILL TODAY.
my room is unpacked. well, unsorted and unorganized.
and, my bike, is damaged. shucks.
im hoping i can get it fixed like soon.
aye. i wanna blog so bad about many things but my card reader has to die on me.
ive got so much to say.
about christmas, about the new year, and about my birthday. and infact, about everyday.
i miss bloggin.
boo.
Blogger, yu ma best fwen.
anyways. this is it. no more sitting back and relaxing.
the O level results are out and school's are opened for intakes.
yikes. im stuck between choices : Nafa, lasalle, ngee ann, SIM, jcu.
alright, so ideally i should go back to np .. but thing is, there is no course that i want to get into.
well there is but, im way too off to appeal.
and so , there are 2 art schools, lasalle and nafa.
Lasalle, AN AWESOME school on the outside, but whatever they're offering, isnt very attractive.
however, NAFA, A NOT SO AWESOME school, offers a very nice course that i am extremely interested in.
these 2 schools are reasonably affordable.
BUT.
but.. i cant choose them, they have to choose me.
rawr. no o lvl art, and no port folio. bravo joy.
on top of that, i'll have to sit for an audition. and a test.
so my chances of getting in are slim.
MOVIN on now.
onto institutions.
there are SMa, SIM, MDIS, and JCU to chooe from.
so SMa is out. cause there is no full time and the learning environment sucks.
and mdis? hvnt really read much on it.
SIM!
yes sim.
wonderful wonderful school.
a beauty in fact. i can imagine myself studying in tht school.
but thing is, ITS HEFTY FEES.
thts a killer. thinkin about loaning from a bank and taking forever to return scares the daylight out of me.
can u imagine. 64K +++ to be returned to, not even included interest? wow.
i might reach 80 by the time i fully pay the bank back. lol
shucks man. i really wanna go to sim.
AND SO. there is this JCU tht ive been reading up on.
not too bad.
im still emailing the school but i really think i should just give them a call straight and cut the wait.
INTAKES INTAKES. gosh so soon.
this is it joy.
AITES. its pretty late now. and i really should be sleeping.
dont know why i decided to blog , definitely not about this but oh well, just a feed.
Let me just sum up today.
today was. INSANE.
an emotional ride.
LaLaLa & it ends here~ 11:47 AM