Goodnight.goodbye.
LaLaLa & it ends here~ 2:17 AM
hey blogger!
I'm leaving for Genting in like a few hours time.
Have some time to spare so guess i shall blog a lil!
i dont even know where to start bloggin from though. lol
BUT ANYHOOOS.
GENTING.
Its one of the things on my list that i can finally tick away (:
A full 5d4n trip.
I got to be honest, i am a taa-bit worried about this trip.
But im gonna believe that everything will be alright. ^^
Hopes up, heads up.
& LET'S GO.
GO AND GET HAPPY JOY.NO MATTER WHAT.Goodbye.
LaLaLa & it ends here~ 3:03 AM
Dear God,I need to know.Please tell me that nothing is too short lived in my life.Please tell me that this won't be just temporary.Please tell me that he'll love me like today, everyday...I shot the bullet today. And I missed.I'm hoping that this is no false call.For the right few reasons and a lot of believe,I fall back in.Again I run.The last dash.Please help me. Goodnight,goodbye.
LaLaLa & it ends here~ 11:34 PM
At my breaking point.
i don't know what the fuck i should do.
goodnight.goodbye
LaLaLa & it ends here~ 8:53 AM
Choose your paths.
Choose your feelings.
Choose your own way to being happy.
Pursue it.
It's not that hard actually.
Just takes two hands to clap.
when one person gives you an alternative, seize it, salvage it.
I honestly don't see a reason why you shouldn't. cause i would.
I'm sorry.
I just couldn't accept the fact that we still actually have to talk about this.
We're more than this.
way more.
Goodnight.Goodbye.
LaLaLa & it ends here~ 12:47 PM
I keep myself away from thinking..and i just dont understand why in the world i ended up having such a dream.
Woke up feeling bothered..
to the thought that she'd be working with you once again.
to the thought that she could be by your side the whole day.
to the thought that she could work hand in hand with you.
I admit, i'm being paranoid. but i just cant help but feel that im no better.
to the thought that your friends actually push the both of you together.
to the thought that your friends tell you that you two should be together.
to the thought that she is cuter, prettier, younger than i am.
kills me.
bad.
i feel helpless.
and hurt.
to the thought that your friends know that you already have me, as your girlfriend.
to the thought that SHE isnt single.
to the thought that i am actually here, back in singapore.
and yet. they continue to joke about it.
i could prolly take it so much better if i was still away.
i'd think so much lesser.
i'd let so much easier.
but i am very much here. in person. with you.
sigh.
to whoever encouraged you to be with her.
I'd so bitch slap his face, so bad that his girl wouldn't recognize him.
BLAH
But thank you.
for reassuring me.
goodnight.goodbye
LaLaLa & it ends here~ 11:40 AM
I don't know what to think, don't know what to ask for, don't know what to believe, and I don't know what to expect anymore.But after today..
Being that close.. that close to the edge.
snap.
It's somehow a lil clearer.
a lil lighter.
Dashing through this fire.
I'll hope and pray that things will look up from here.
I want to believe again so please show me.
Acknowledge me.
Prove to me that i've held on for so long not for nothing.
Let us both drink a cup of courage each.
Forward.
goodnight.goodbye,
LaLaLa & it ends here~ 10:42 AM
Couldn't even let the thought get to me.
Again and again.
Feeding season?
or is everything just too mainstream, too mainstream that i have to make a difference.
i can. can i? or should i?
Couldn't hold up the bar.
not even for a week.
how do i avoid, how do i solve, or rather how do i prevent.
Look forward they say.
easier said than done.
the solidity that i yearn.
give me some courage to believe yet again.
hold up.
goodnight.goodbye
LaLaLa & it ends here~ 1:24 PM
Another month, another string of hope.may this month be a wonderful one (:
goodnight. goodbye
LaLaLa & it ends here~ 11:20 AM