took a bus to causeway to meet them. and realised tht i actually didnt have to, cause i could meet them in the bus... =.='' (bus 966 passes my place)

wasted a 75 cents.

lol

then didnt really talk much to the rest. mostly just senggen.

yengtien and florence had so much to talk bout. so much ciao ciao hua....

grr like i cant see like tht... sianz

im literally non existent.

thts when i realised " wth am i doing here"

hiaz.. took bus... sat alone at first. then larry came to swap seats with me.

so i sat wit sg...

he slept all the way..

and i listened to music...

then we reached.. either i was walkin in front.. or im walkin at the back..

florence and yt singing and holdin hands..

dunno wad they doing. self high.

then rented bike, 3 hrs.

also cycled pretty much alone...

SIAN.

then i wanted to go meet my dear.

but after a rough and lonely day... moods werent as high.

had a lil miss convo with dear...didnt state timing.

she reached when i havent even left.

then she wanted to talk to me over e phone. but my bat dyin and prepaid need save... down low on creds le...

but she insisted..

then i got a little rough on my voice... she bit back. askin me to watch my tone...HIASSS first time sia...

and wad im pek cek is .. cant she just wait for tht less than one hour for me ? her BEST FRIEND ?? 11 yrs friendship..

sometimes i do so much for her.. i dont ask anything back...

all i wan is being appreciated.

sometimes .. out of the blue she would realise tht i hv actually been a great friend..and i'd be over the moon. cause,

i wanna be the bestest friend a friend could ever have.

hopin tht one day.. wad i gave out, would actually come back in return.

but sadly... not much.

honestly.. my dear wants wad she wants ... sometimes, she puts me on the spot so much tht i often break down to cry not knowin wad to do... hias..

demandin straight forward lady.

but what the heck. she's now in JC and im going overseas...

after wad happened today .. i didnt have tht much urge to stay in singapore anymore...

went pretty rough with words today wit her...

saying tht i just wanted her to wait tht one hour for me... just ONE HOUR is all i ask for... other than tht 2 yrs i wont disturb her..

i really didnt mean it..

hais man....

im in a SUPER FOUL MOOD now...

one dinner with her is all i asked. and it turned out quite crappy.

i wanted it just the two of us but, it also went ok today wit the rest..

well... she's so busy till she cant text me good night.. or ask me how i am...

wad im anxious is..

i only have 3 mths.. i wanna go out with her...

one day , two days is all i ask.

ppl readin.. you think its too much to ask for??

so emo here... OMG.

but hey ... i treat her like my life.

whther she knows it or not.

..............

im going down for mac...

needa cool a mo..

ta~